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i need to get me a gym membership. id like to go running and have a couple of times but the heat, my god its like 1000 degrees outside and its good to work up a sweat but i can't run as far. smoking doesn't help but ive grown to like it again. merrrr
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so my mom is having this crazy surgery tomorrow. they are using cadaver bones and other things to help the herniated discs in her back. she has two vertabraes that have no cartiledge between them and it is just bone on bone. poor baby, i came in the kitchen last nite and she was just holding herself up with her arms against the counter almost in tears. then she called me in her room to pick up her deodorant stick cuz she dropped it and couldn't pick it up. she's going to be living with my sister for a couple of months while she recoops. its pretty major stuff she is having done.
my dad seems to be a bit better. out of the last year, he's spent almost 3 months in hospitals for various illnesses, shortness of breath, pneumonia, or heart related problems. i give him props though, he quit smoking and stuck to it. a bit late, but still. he's still really short of breath and you can hear it when you talk to him so i try not to talk to him when i visit him but he's a talker. he yaps and yaps so i usually dont stay longer than 30 - 45 minutes when i visit him. i hope he gets out soon, he hates it there.
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so my balance on my old old apartment that i abandoned before i left to austin is 3500 smackaroons!!! fucking hella yikes! i told the woman that i had got into some really bad stuff and that abandoning the place was a move i made to get away from bad things and moved to austin. i told her that i wish i wouldve done things right and given them the money to break the lease and asked if that could still be done instead of paying the 3500 which i obviously dont have. she said she would look into it, i hope shes ok with that. that would enable me to get an apartment. id really like to have a good roommate. if nothing else i guess ill get a place on my own.
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so my mom is having this crazy surgery tomorrow. they are using cadaver bones and other things to help the herniated discs in her back. she has two vertabraes that have no cartiledge between them and it is just bone on bone. poor baby, i came in the kitchen last nite and she was just holding herself up with her arms against the counter almost in tears. then she called me in her room to pick up her deodorant stick cuz she dropped it and couldn't pick it up. she's going to be living with my sister for a couple of months while she recoops. its pretty major stuff she is having done.
my dad seems to be a bit better. out of the last year, he's spent almost 3 months in hospitals for various illnesses, shortness of breath, pneumonia, or heart related problems. i give him props though, he quit smoking and stuck to it. a bit late, but still. he's still really short of breath and you can hear it when you talk to him so i try not to talk to him when i visit him but he's a talker. he yaps and yaps so i usually dont stay longer than 30 - 45 minutes when i visit him. i hope he gets out soon, he hates it there.
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so my balance on my old old apartment that i abandoned before i left to austin is 3500 smackaroons!!! fucking hella yikes! i told the woman that i had got into some really bad stuff and that abandoning the place was a move i made to get away from bad things and moved to austin. i told her that i wish i wouldve done things right and given them the money to break the lease and asked if that could still be done instead of paying the 3500 which i obviously dont have. she said she would look into it, i hope shes ok with that. that would enable me to get an apartment. id really like to have a good roommate. if nothing else i guess ill get a place on my own.