relationships

[adrian_jordan]

im pretty sure im going to be single for a while, and probably a good long while. talking about things very intimate, even to my friends has gotten a bit strange. life right now is very weird and surreal. funny thing is ive been the most sober ive been over the last few months than i have. things were more stable when i was fucked up all the time. how is that the case? the girl that i loved thinks im a horrible person, but im not. im a very good person that has made some bad decisions. its very sad to me when two people who obviously care tremendously for each other become to defensive against one another that communication is damn near impossible and on the verge of extinction if it already isnt. its amazing, truely amazing.

mothers day is tomorrow. happy mothers day to all mothers and soon to be mothers. have a good mothers day.