Dear lord, 10 weeks? Seriously?

Jun 21, 2007 21:06

I can't believe its been 10 weeks since i last posted.

Anyway, i'm kind of deep in the pits of... well, not despair, more like sloth really, but i'v been feeling like crap since last friday, and i've done almost nothing. Its taken me till now to get round to emptying my bin, which i've been meaning to do all week.

That's pretty much my greatest achievement this week.

And right now, i ought to be at Lord_Don's party, i'm already 2 hrs late, and i don't have any clean clothes. Plus i'm not working at the moment, i'm getting deeper and deeper into my overdraft, and i just had a 20 minute conversation with my mother where i ended up feeling like i was tearing my hair out.

You see every time i've tried to get on with anything this week i've felt like that, stressed, headachey, and desperately wanting to do something else. I think i spent a whole minute just saying "i'm okay, i know it looks bad, but i'm really, really okay".

And then i noticed something. I actually meant it. I am okay. I do feel good about myself. And i want to have a good time with my friends. So i have to finish off quick, because i think i've got a party to get to.

Oh, one last thing, i'm making a new friend at the moment. I've known him for months, but i'm getting to know him much, much better very recently. The worst thing about this whole week is that i've not had a chance to talk to him. If you're reading this, i hope i can see more of you over the weekend. Fingers crossed that we can carry on doing well.

Have fun, see you soon, hope i don't leave it another 10 weeks.
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