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yesterday i stumbled upon a wonderfully jaded sounding piece of wisdom by accident while walking minnie and smoking cigars with joanna: all you do in life is work and get your heart broken. day in and day out. and then you die.
currently, I'm at work. -_-
today is payday but i can't blow my paycheck like i've been doing because i have to have money for the island. that's pretty lame.
i feel like going on a date. yknow? like a nice one. dinner drinks fun ambience a little fucking romance. jesus. i feel like i'm a glory hole lately. just stick it in and leave and never call and never respond to me. fine with me. jerks.
no but really i'm actually in a really good mood today i'm just hyper and a little nutty/giddy for some reason. wtf is with me lately? this morning i was like smiling at people on the subway. i think i can count on one hand the number of times i have smiled for real without a direct stimulus in the last 6 months. seriously. i think i livejournaled about it each time. in other news, i'm continuing weaning off lexapro...going down from 10 to 7.5 to 5 to 2.5 over the next month.
anyway. so i'm getting good weed today. and we have cigars. so i'm thinking maybe some sort of blunt action should happen tonight. and maybe some wine/champagne? cheese? who's down?
currently, I'm at work. -_-
today is payday but i can't blow my paycheck like i've been doing because i have to have money for the island. that's pretty lame.
i feel like going on a date. yknow? like a nice one. dinner drinks fun ambience a little fucking romance. jesus. i feel like i'm a glory hole lately. just stick it in and leave and never call and never respond to me. fine with me. jerks.
no but really i'm actually in a really good mood today i'm just hyper and a little nutty/giddy for some reason. wtf is with me lately? this morning i was like smiling at people on the subway. i think i can count on one hand the number of times i have smiled for real without a direct stimulus in the last 6 months. seriously. i think i livejournaled about it each time. in other news, i'm continuing weaning off lexapro...going down from 10 to 7.5 to 5 to 2.5 over the next month.
anyway. so i'm getting good weed today. and we have cigars. so i'm thinking maybe some sort of blunt action should happen tonight. and maybe some wine/champagne? cheese? who's down?