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oh yea, btw... i fell in love at work today lol.
yknow how sometimes you meet someone and you just think they're soooo beautiful that you fantasize about what it would be like to kiss them, to hold them, to wake up next to them, to live with them, build a life with them, have 2.3 kids with them, make love every day and every night and sometimes in between?. well. that happened to me at work today. this boy. one of the waiters. perfect eyes. PERFECT neck. perfect waist. perfect ass. perfect lips. nose. ears. he probably thought i was stupid lol...every time he asked me to make him something or get him something i'd be like "okay" and start to make it and then forget what i was making or what table i was supposed to be taking it to because i kept getting lost in his eyes and in my fantasies. like at my harvard interview when i was applying there...the interviewer had these beautiful eyes and i just kept staring into them and not actually hearing what he was saying. that's how it was at work today. like the kelly clarkson song..."you think i'm stupid but the truth is that it's cupid baby loving you has made me this way." okay so clearly i'm not actually in love with him, but like...yea. i totally am. LOL. seriously. like i spent the whole day formulating ways to ask him out tonight but then he left before i had a real chance to talk to him at the end of the night. and i spent the whole walk home daydreaming about how i would love him more and more every day that we were together and propose to him on the beach in san diego as the sun was setting, right in that place where the water touches the sand...where the sand is a little bit of a different consistency than the rest of the sand...so that the water would just barely wash over our feet. I'M RIDICULOUS. and i love it.
okay i'm listening to really awesome music tonight.
yknow how sometimes you meet someone and you just think they're soooo beautiful that you fantasize about what it would be like to kiss them, to hold them, to wake up next to them, to live with them, build a life with them, have 2.3 kids with them, make love every day and every night and sometimes in between?. well. that happened to me at work today. this boy. one of the waiters. perfect eyes. PERFECT neck. perfect waist. perfect ass. perfect lips. nose. ears. he probably thought i was stupid lol...every time he asked me to make him something or get him something i'd be like "okay" and start to make it and then forget what i was making or what table i was supposed to be taking it to because i kept getting lost in his eyes and in my fantasies. like at my harvard interview when i was applying there...the interviewer had these beautiful eyes and i just kept staring into them and not actually hearing what he was saying. that's how it was at work today. like the kelly clarkson song..."you think i'm stupid but the truth is that it's cupid baby loving you has made me this way." okay so clearly i'm not actually in love with him, but like...yea. i totally am. LOL. seriously. like i spent the whole day formulating ways to ask him out tonight but then he left before i had a real chance to talk to him at the end of the night. and i spent the whole walk home daydreaming about how i would love him more and more every day that we were together and propose to him on the beach in san diego as the sun was setting, right in that place where the water touches the sand...where the sand is a little bit of a different consistency than the rest of the sand...so that the water would just barely wash over our feet. I'M RIDICULOUS. and i love it.
okay i'm listening to really awesome music tonight.