I need to forget... HELP!!!
I'm really not sure how you forget, or attempt to seperate yourself from someone you care for. I know, just get away from them, but its not that easy. I always think about him, everything reminds me of him, and it sucks. I know its totally toxic for me and that I totally need to get away from it. Now, today, at this very minute, I'm admitting it. I feel like crap and I'm sad almost all the time. I don't want to feel this way anymore, this can't be healthy!! I haven't done anything wrong nor do I deserve to feel this way! I just wish that I could forget about everything, bad times, good times, everything!! I guess I just needed to vent!! But, I do need help. I need to be strong and learn to like myself because I like myself and not because someone else supports me and makes me like myself!! I hope I can do it!!