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Its so weird.
Its almost 2006.
I'm wondering, where did this year go?
But its funny, becuase someone said to me.."I'm so happy 2005 is over..are you kidding me?, this year was terrible"
And I kind of think that about this year in some ways.
I mean..it certainly started off bad, but eventually optmistic in the long run.
It's weird to think its been about 9 or 10 months since I've even really associated with Mila, or been in regualar contact with her. Its sad she's not a part of my life anymore, but there's not a whole lot that can change that, nor would it be appropriate to try and change it.
But after being with someone for such an extended period of time, and kind of forgetting what the outside world is like, it was a good experience to sort of thrust myself into Purchase.
It was hard to start new and try and make things work with other people..but if it took 8 months or so to find the right person, so be it.
And now here I am, writing a Day before New Year's Eve, and I have to think what's on my plate.
I love someone, and that makes me happier than I can imagine. But, there are alot of other things I constantly am concerned about.
First of all, I keep worrying about if its right to stay an art major.
I have fell in love with a million things, and am not sure what I want to pursue in life.
Like there;s studio production, there's a life in politics, and I'm just not sure where I want to apply that in school.
Also, I need to find a better source of income because carpentry jobs don;t work so well without a goddamn car! And moving somewhere else out of my house is a real thing I have to consider for the next year or two.
So, for 2006, I need to get some things straight:
1. Get on the right course in terms of majors and courses at school.
2. Look at the money I have, get any existing jobs done, and look into new forms of work.
3. Stop procrastinating EVERYTHING
4. Don;t but a single more piece of recording equpiment
5. Save up and finally get my tattoo on my back
Lets hope we all live thru 2006!
Its almost 2006.
I'm wondering, where did this year go?
But its funny, becuase someone said to me.."I'm so happy 2005 is over..are you kidding me?, this year was terrible"
And I kind of think that about this year in some ways.
I mean..it certainly started off bad, but eventually optmistic in the long run.
It's weird to think its been about 9 or 10 months since I've even really associated with Mila, or been in regualar contact with her. Its sad she's not a part of my life anymore, but there's not a whole lot that can change that, nor would it be appropriate to try and change it.
But after being with someone for such an extended period of time, and kind of forgetting what the outside world is like, it was a good experience to sort of thrust myself into Purchase.
It was hard to start new and try and make things work with other people..but if it took 8 months or so to find the right person, so be it.
And now here I am, writing a Day before New Year's Eve, and I have to think what's on my plate.
I love someone, and that makes me happier than I can imagine. But, there are alot of other things I constantly am concerned about.
First of all, I keep worrying about if its right to stay an art major.
I have fell in love with a million things, and am not sure what I want to pursue in life.
Like there;s studio production, there's a life in politics, and I'm just not sure where I want to apply that in school.
Also, I need to find a better source of income because carpentry jobs don;t work so well without a goddamn car! And moving somewhere else out of my house is a real thing I have to consider for the next year or two.
So, for 2006, I need to get some things straight:
1. Get on the right course in terms of majors and courses at school.
2. Look at the money I have, get any existing jobs done, and look into new forms of work.
3. Stop procrastinating EVERYTHING
4. Don;t but a single more piece of recording equpiment
5. Save up and finally get my tattoo on my back
Lets hope we all live thru 2006!