May 07, 2005 15:46
ok.. its the weekend and
im here typing in this journal..id rather watch tv... go on the phone..
matter of fact be with my friends.. but like usual.. i get grounded and
im stuck being bored out of my mind.. well lets not go that far.. well
i feel locked up.. and i hate it hate it hate it! (can u c the hate)
yes and its sad.. o so sad.. that i still get grounded .. yes i kno..
its funny.. but dont u c.. i need some sypathy here.. actually..
scratch that... no symapthy..i feel weird writing " my life out".. but
when i get this bored ... what happens.. happens..so its mid-day
saturday and now i have to suffer through out the rest of the weekend..
while everyone else is enjoying their freedom... taking their freedom
for granted. (lol that sound funny)...there was supposed to be a track
meet today but it was postponed because of the "weather"... u kno what
id rather be in school than be grounded.. yah i kno sounds funny... but
i think school is more fun that being stuck in a house.. u c all ur
friend and u just for get that ur grounded but then u go home and ur
locked up again.. hmmm... i maybe making it seem way worse than it is
.. well than it has been lately.... i've "behaved" and havent been a
"stubborn bitch" and ive cleaned my room.. so i havent been locked up
as much... but today my dad caught me on the phone (im grounded from
it) and after all the hard work of getting him to "trust me " he
catches me on the phone... o well.... he said that if i keep my room
clean and "behave" then next week i can hang out with my firends til 7?
(hello im not fucking 14...).. and if i behave for like 2 months (lol)
(behaving means do dishes, clean room, no "bitchy attitude, no sneaking
out of the house, no sneaking on phone, tv, etc.. just incase u didnt
kno) then i could get everything back..hah yah thats really ganna be
hard... what am i supposed to do tweedle my thumbs lol....yah ok..