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Ever watch a movie or something on TV and a particular part comes on and as you are watching it you begin to think, this is sad. And after you tell yourself it is sad you think about what you would do if you were in that position and you just can't. You can relate to it yet, you just can't decide what to feel. You know you should be sad but yet at the same time you don't know how. As you keep watching you think this is going to make me cry. You continue watching the scene and realize that you aren’t crying. Then you wonder why? Are you immune to sad things? Are you blocking it out? Is something wrong with you? Then you start to feel your eyes water and one tear fall down your cheek. One tear… this happened to me twice today, yet I still can’t figure out what can make you cry a lot and how is it any different from something that makes you cry just one tear. And not only TV, anything. Why so some little things make you cry more then you should but when something big happens you think to yourself “I should be upset and crying.” And yet you don’t.