wat does ashamed mean?
just to make it perfectly clear.... i sed that i was ashamed to be in the position that i have come to find myself in. i am NOT ashamed (necessarily) of y i am here. everyone wants me to be. everyone wants me to be embarrassed. everyone wants me to regret. everyone wants to see me admit failure and acknowledge the flaws to my character. but no. im sorry... i am not ashamed. while i have not made the best choices, i have learned from EVERY SINGLE one of them. wats done is done and wat else can u do about it? im surethat a lot, if not most, if not all of u reading this think that im talking about a certain person. sorry but it goes a lot deeper than that. its always been easiest to lay the blame on me. thats how its been my whole life. maybe its because im not some egomaniac with some sort of pride complex. maybe its because i can look someone in the eyes and tell them i fucked up...andstill get on with my life....a little wiser