Settled.

Jan 28, 2004 23:24

It has been settled. I know for a fact that Giselle and not even Sherrie said those things about Nicole, but she flipped when I told her.She didn't believe me at first... "Are you shitting me?!?! Are you fucking shitting me?!?!". Then she realized I'm serious and said we're not friends anymore, and went off on another one of her 'bash kathy' soliliquoys( woo betcha I didn't spell it right). It took all my might not to laugh at her crying... "I feel like you betrayed me..I lost you and I dont know what to do anymore. You're my best friend, how could you do this me?!?!" ALl I kept saying was, "I dont know what to say to make you feel better Nicole." My beloved sister was tempting me to laugh along with her. Heh. Nicole said we can't talk for a while. Well well, it went from 'we're not friends' to 'I can't..we cant talk for a while'. Hmm... I just cant seem to get rid of her. "My heart hurts so much right now. I cant believe this shit." SO much crying. "You made your choice... you chose her over me... oh my god..." I truly believe this little rumor was exaggerated..as a test for me from her. Yes... like Nicole said last night... sometimes there's a no win situation. And she couldn't win. I won't let go of my best friend just because she doesnt like her. I never cared for her opinion before, why would I now?

I am such a bitch... she cried and cried. Goddess... it felt so good to hear it. To know that I cause her pain, like how she did for me in the beginning of our "friendship".

My sister and I thoroughly enjoyed ourselves.
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