WANK
Below is my wank, its a long convo between me (agrimmsmile) and someone else, so yeah. I don't even know if I should be posting this, but IWas really upset and I have no idea how else to vent. Ha.
I know I was being whiney and a bit of a bitch or whatever, idk.
[18:26] phorkdrifting: Hello?
[18:32] phorkdrifting: ...
[18:39] A Grimm Smile: Sorry
[18:39] A Grimm Smile: Was out at the car
[18:39] A Grimm Smile: what?
[18:39] phorkdrifting: ah
[18:39] phorkdrifting: Wonderin where u are
[18:39] A Grimm Smile: At my moms house.
[18:39] A Grimm Smile: Same place I've been the past few days
[18:40] phorkdrifting: Well ur stuff is still here
[18:40] A Grimm Smile: So I noticed.
[18:40] phorkdrifting: Do I need to move it?
[18:40] A Grimm Smile: What do you mean?
[18:41] phorkdrifting: Are you gonna come get your shit?
[18:41] A Grimm Smile: In a hurry?
[18:41] phorkdrifting: I told u to work on it today.
[18:41] phorkdrifting: But u didnt
[18:41] A Grimm Smile: I would have but I just woke uo
[18:41] A Grimm Smile: up
[18:41] phorkdrifting: (big suprise)
[18:41] A Grimm Smile: My phone died because I dont have a charger
[18:42] A Grimm Smile: I sent you a nice message, and went to take a nap when it died.
[18:42] phorkdrifting: But i told you to move it this morning
[18:42] A Grimm Smile: When did you tell me that?
[18:42] phorkdrifting: I said i would help u tonight
[18:42] A Grimm Smile: I was asleep.
[18:42] A Grimm Smile: My phone was dead.
[18:43] A Grimm Smile: I know your able to read.
[18:43] phorkdrifting: and I said it about 11 this morning
[18:43] A Grimm Smile: See above.
[18:43] phorkdrifting: and u responded to it
[18:43] A Grimm Smile: at five this afternoon
[18:43] phorkdrifting: well none the less
[18:43] phorkdrifting: its still here
[18:44] A Grimm Smile: Stop being an arse
[18:44] A Grimm Smile: get over yourself
[18:44] phorkdrifting: lol
[18:44] A Grimm Smile: I havent been home
[18:44] A Grimm Smile: you said you wanted space
[18:44] A Grimm Smile: And I give it to you
[18:44] phorkdrifting: Come get ur stufff
[18:44] A Grimm Smile: and what do I get?
[18:44] A Grimm Smile: Nothing good.
[18:44] phorkdrifting: Nope
[18:45] A Grimm Smile: Whatever, I cant get it now
[18:45] A Grimm Smile: I'll get it tomorrow.
[18:45] phorkdrifting: Uh no
[18:45] A Grimm Smile: Uh no?
[18:45] A Grimm Smile: Why uh no?
[18:45] phorkdrifting: Get in now
[18:45] A Grimm Smile: I can't.
[18:45] phorkdrifting: ?
[18:45] A Grimm Smile: Whats the hurry?
[18:45] phorkdrifting: U a lazy ass
[18:45] A Grimm Smile: lol
[18:46] phorkdrifting: Im sick of ur shit in my house
[18:46] A Grimm Smile: Your being a dumbass, you havent even bothered to ask why I cant get it
[18:46] A Grimm Smile: just assume I'm being lazy
[18:46] phorkdrifting: Im tired of walking on ur clothes
[18:46] A Grimm Smile: OMG YOU POOR THING
[18:46] A Grimm Smile: I LEFT FRESH LAUNDRY ON THE TABLE
[18:46] phorkdrifting: You can get your stuff off the drive way tomorrow
[18:46] A Grimm Smile: You cant just set it asside, like I do for you
[18:46] A Grimm Smile: If you throw my stuff out
[18:46] A Grimm Smile: I'll never forgive you.
[18:47] phorkdrifting: Come get it
[18:47] A Grimm Smile: I CANT
[18:47] phorkdrifting: What is ur problem then?
[18:47] A Grimm Smile: I have the only key to the house and my mom is getting off at 7 or 8 and I have to be here so she can get in.
[18:48] phorkdrifting: Ok
[18:48] phorkdrifting: u can get 1 load in b4 she gets home
[18:48] phorkdrifting: then u can get the rest later
[18:48] A Grimm Smile: Its seven now.
[18:48] phorkdrifting: 6:45
[18:48] phorkdrifting: Ok come get it ALL after she gets home.
[18:48] phorkdrifting: I dont care.
[18:49] A Grimm Smile: I know you dont
[18:49] A Grimm Smile: So,
[18:49] A Grimm Smile: what brought this on? Really?
[18:49] A Grimm Smile: Someone coming over?
[18:49] A Grimm Smile: Just trying to get rid of me?
[18:49] A Grimm Smile: I mean honestly, you tell me one thing, do another
[18:49] A Grimm Smile: You say
[18:49] phorkdrifting: Ya ur coming over to get ur shit
[18:49] A Grimm Smile: Your just being a wuss
[18:49] A Grimm Smile: Don't give me shit over IM
[18:49] phorkdrifting: No im trying to get rid off all ur shit
[18:49] A Grimm Smile: Yeah
[18:50] A Grimm Smile: the one load of laundry that is there
[18:50] A Grimm Smile: nothing else I've done is a mess
[18:50] phorkdrifting: lol
[18:50] A Grimm Smile: Nothing else is MY mess I should say
[18:50] phorkdrifting: You moved the closet to the laundry room
[18:50] A Grimm Smile: Because I was doing laundry
[18:50] A Grimm Smile: I had already done two loads
[18:50] A Grimm Smile: and stopped because you needed to use it
[18:50] phorkdrifting: no u did a load and dumped it on the coffee table
[18:50] A Grimm Smile: no
[18:50] A Grimm Smile: I did two
[18:50] A Grimm Smile: and had already put one away
[18:51] phorkdrifting: mmmhmmm
[18:51] A Grimm Smile: Which is where the clean towels came from
[18:51] A Grimm Smile: smartass
[18:51] phorkdrifting: lol
[18:51] phorkdrifting: Well let me know when ur mom is home ill be here waiting
[18:52] phorkdrifting: Remember u got alot of shit so it will take u 2 or 3 trips
[18:52] A Grimm Smile: Hey
[18:52] phorkdrifting: /
[18:52] A Grimm Smile: just shut the fuck up
[18:52] A Grimm Smile:
[18:52] A Grimm Smile: This is stupid
[18:52] A Grimm Smile: I dont wanna hear it
[18:52] phorkdrifting: I agree
[18:52] phorkdrifting: I should have put an end to it 3 days ago
[18:53] A Grimm Smile: lol
[18:53] A Grimm Smile: lolol
[18:53] A Grimm Smile: stfu
[18:53] A Grimm Smile: adam
[18:53] A Grimm Smile: seriously
[18:53] phorkdrifting: but i had to try and give you another chance
[18:53] A Grimm Smile: No you didnt
[18:53] A Grimm Smile: I was gone, I left one load of laundry out and you're acting lke I've kileld you
[18:53] A Grimm Smile: you ask for space
[18:53] A Grimm Smile: so we can get along better
[18:53] A Grimm Smile: I give it to you and you turn it around on me
[18:53] A Grimm Smile: Its not like I was at home
[18:53] phorkdrifting: No u know what i want
[18:53] A Grimm Smile: DOING NOTHING
[18:53] A Grimm Smile: I was at my moms
[18:54] A Grimm Smile: helping her clean and set things up for her house and hanging out a bit
[18:54] phorkdrifting: Ok heres what i want
[18:54] phorkdrifting: ready?
[18:54] A Grimm Smile: No
[18:54] phorkdrifting: k
[18:54] A Grimm Smile: I don't need to hear it, because you're just going to be a smartass and say "Your shit out of my house" like its some sort of creative bit
[18:55] phorkdrifting: Ok i want you to move out.
[18:55] A Grimm Smile: See?
[18:55] phorkdrifting: Im not saying you cant come over
[18:55] phorkdrifting: from time to time
[18:56] phorkdrifting: Once you get a steady job
[18:56] phorkdrifting: we can try this again
[18:56] phorkdrifting: Im tired of feeding you, bitching at you for not doing stuff
[18:57] phorkdrifting: k
[18:57] phorkdrifting: im done u can talk
[18:58] A Grimm Smile: Why bother? It doesnt matter what I say at this point, or how I feel. I mean, if thats what you want-- but I know
[18:58] A Grimm Smile: once I move out, I wont see much of you if at all
[18:58] phorkdrifting: Well u have to move out
[18:59] A Grimm Smile: I didn't argue that
[18:59] phorkdrifting: k
[18:59] A Grimm Smile: I just know you, you'll not bother to see me
[18:59] A Grimm Smile: You'll play your game
[18:59] phorkdrifting: True
[18:59] A Grimm Smile: hang with your friends
[18:59] A Grimm Smile: flirt with your girls
[18:59] A Grimm Smile: and I'll be alone most of the time
[18:59] A Grimm Smile: :/
[18:59] phorkdrifting: Ha
[18:59] phorkdrifting: Ok so u want me to dump you?
[18:59] A Grimm Smile: No
[18:59] A Grimm Smile: But I think you're going to.
[18:59] phorkdrifting: Then what do UUUUUUUUUU want
[19:00] A Grimm Smile: Ha.
[19:00] A Grimm Smile: See?
[19:00] A Grimm Smile: You don't even deny it.
[19:01] phorkdrifting: Are you fuckin stupid?????
[19:01] A Grimm Smile: ...
[19:01] A Grimm Smile: Obviously.
[19:01] phorkdrifting: oh ok
[19:01] A Grimm Smile: I mean
[19:01] A Grimm Smile: worrying about not seeing your boyfriend anymore
[19:01] A Grimm Smile: must be stupid
[19:01] A Grimm Smile: :/
[19:02] phorkdrifting: i agree\
[19:02] A Grimm Smile: Especially when he says he's not going to see you.
[19:02] A Grimm Smile: That just helps the stupidity
[19:02] phorkdrifting: Im glad were on the same page
[19:02] A Grimm Smile: I'm glad your so apathetic about the whole thing, shows what kind of a person you are.
[19:02] phorkdrifting: Im not a good person
[19:03] phorkdrifting: I know that
[19:03] phorkdrifting: U know that
[19:03] A Grimm Smile: Thats a fucking excuse
[19:03] A Grimm Smile: don't give me that shit
[19:03] phorkdrifting: lol
[19:03] phorkdrifting: Well how bought this
[19:03] A Grimm Smile: wHAT?
[19:03] phorkdrifting: You move out
[19:03] phorkdrifting: And we will see what hapens
[19:03] phorkdrifting: or we can break up tonight
[19:04] phorkdrifting: how about that?
[19:04] A Grimm Smile: You really don't care?
[19:04] A Grimm Smile: I mean, for fucks sake
[19:04] phorkdrifting: I do care
[19:04] A Grimm Smile: Why just throw that out there then?
[19:04] A Grimm Smile: Why not just dfucking do the decent thing?
[19:04] phorkdrifting: Why do you think im kicking you out?
[19:04] A Grimm Smile: You could say
[19:04] A Grimm Smile: " I will see you"
[19:04] A Grimm Smile: and not just be a fucking arse and say
[19:04] phorkdrifting: lol
[19:05] A Grimm Smile: you put fucking GAMING with ONLINE PEOPLE
[19:05] A Grimm Smile: over your girlfriend
[19:05] phorkdrifting: I DONT want to see you.
[19:05] phorkdrifting: Right now ur that last fucking thing i want to think about
[19:05] A Grimm Smile: Your sad
[19:05] phorkdrifting: Im sure
[19:06] A Grimm Smile: Whatever
[19:06] phorkdrifting: U have caused me way too much headache in the past week.
[19:06] A Grimm Smile: lol
[19:06] A Grimm Smile: yeah
[19:06] A Grimm Smile: well
[19:06] A Grimm Smile: you've done your fair share
[19:06] phorkdrifting: ?
[19:07] phorkdrifting: Im fine with that
[19:07] phorkdrifting: Now im fixing the problem
[19:07] A Grimm Smile: lol whatever
[19:07] phorkdrifting: For both our sakes
[19:10] phorkdrifting: So are you going to do anything to help?
[19:10] A Grimm Smile: What do you mean "help"?
[19:10] phorkdrifting: Well you can come see me ANY time
[19:11] A Grimm Smile: Not any time.
[19:11] phorkdrifting: You have a working car.
[19:12] A Grimm Smile: But I know you. You wont want me to just be coming around.
[19:12] phorkdrifting: So you could plan.
[19:12] phorkdrifting: Or call
[19:12] A Grimm Smile: Why would I have to do it all?
[19:12] A Grimm Smile: You're not going to try and see me?
[19:13] phorkdrifting: I didnt say that
[19:14] A Grimm Smile: fine
[19:15] A Grimm Smile: Happy valentines day e_e
[19:15] phorkdrifting: UY 2
[19:15] A Grimm Smile: HA
[19:15] phorkdrifting: ?
[19:16] A Grimm Smile: I was being sarcastic/ironic
[19:16] phorkdrifting: Mabey i dont want to see then.
[19:16] phorkdrifting: see u?
[19:16] phorkdrifting: **
[19:16] A Grimm Smile: What?
[19:17] A Grimm Smile: I was being sarcastic, because getting kicked out
[19:17] A Grimm Smile: doesnt seem like a happy day to "celebrate love"
[19:17] A Grimm Smile: especially whne I say
[19:17] A Grimm Smile: I love you
[19:17] phorkdrifting: lol ya but its a good thing
[19:17] A Grimm Smile: and you reply
[19:17] A Grimm Smile: "IM KICKING YOU OUT"
[19:17] A Grimm Smile: or what the fuck ever
[19:17] A Grimm Smile: because you never say you love me anymore
[19:17] phorkdrifting: Calm down
[19:17] phorkdrifting: /////////////no i dont
[19:18] A Grimm Smile: No you dont/
[19:18] A Grimm Smile: Thats right, you don't.
[19:18] phorkdrifting: I dont say it anymore
[19:18] A Grimm Smile: I didn't need confirmation, I knew that already
[19:18] A Grimm Smile: whats your point?
[19:18] phorkdrifting: lol
[19:18] A Grimm Smile: Is that your way of saying
[19:18] phorkdrifting: Whats ur point?
[19:18] A Grimm Smile: "I dont love you anymore?"
[19:18] A Grimm Smile: Because
[19:19] A Grimm Smile: sure sounds like it.
[19:19] phorkdrifting: It isnt but we'll have to see how maturly you can handle this
[19:20] A Grimm Smile: Handle what?
[19:20] A Grimm Smile: What the fuck are you talking about?
[19:20] phorkdrifting: calm down
[19:20] A Grimm Smile: Uh
[19:20] phorkdrifting: Is ur mom home yet?
[19:20] A Grimm Smile: No.
[19:20] phorkdrifting: k
[19:21] A Grimm Smile: Like I said,s he gets off at 7 or 8
[19:21] phorkdrifting: ya
[19:21] phorkdrifting: i know
[19:21] phorkdrifting: i was asking
[19:21] A Grimm Smile: And I was reminding you.
[19:21] phorkdrifting: k
[19:21] A Grimm Smile: You still havent explained yourself
[19:22] phorkdrifting: What do i need to explain? Why i dont say i love you
[19:22] A Grimm Smile: Yeah
[19:22] A Grimm Smile: that might help
[19:22] A Grimm Smile: since I ASKED
[19:22] phorkdrifting: Because I have rarely ever said it
[19:22] A Grimm Smile: So?
[19:22] A Grimm Smile: You cant say it back?
[19:23] A Grimm Smile: Whats the issue?
[19:23] phorkdrifting: No issue
[19:23] phorkdrifting: cause i do
[19:23] A Grimm Smile: Then whats the issue with saying it?
[19:23] phorkdrifting: I do say it
[19:23] A Grimm Smile: No, you've not said it since I've been back from california
[19:24] A Grimm Smile: And even before that
[19:24] phorkdrifting: ok think i dont love you anymore
[19:24] A Grimm Smile: ...
[19:24] A Grimm Smile: I'm asking
[19:24] A Grimm Smile: I'm not saying how you feel
[19:24] A Grimm Smile: I JUST DONT GET IT
[19:24] phorkdrifting: I dont get haw you can mooch off me and sit on ur ass all day and say you love me
[19:26] phorkdrifting: Im just a place for you to sleep
[19:26] A Grimm Smile: Because I don't feel the same way you do, I've been trying to find a job (which I did) and clean and I cook and I try and make you as happy as possible with what I can-- and even when I get
[19:26] phorkdrifting: and free food
[19:26] A Grimm Smile: a little bit of anything
[19:26] A Grimm Smile: I ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS share that little bit I can with you
[19:26] A Grimm Smile: because I DO love you and care about you
[19:26] A Grimm Smile: You're not a place to sleep, if I just wanted somewhere to stay I could have stayed in california, or with my mom
[19:27] A Grimm Smile: I want to be around you BECAUSE I love you
[19:29] A Grimm Smile: What? Nothing to say?
[19:29] phorkdrifting: Nope just waiting