Just a little Chat sequence from March 23.
Ok ok insight to that evening! I wish everything was as clear as it should be, but it isnt.
So hears a couple clips from my chats that I found.
8:36 PM Sterling: could you do me a favor?
me: sure
Sterling: i need you to hug Noah alot more
8:37 PM me: Why?
Sterling: he feels left out alot of the time
and alone
8:38 PM soooo, thats a yes?
me: Sure
Sterling: i'd hug him, but i'm not gay............
8:39 PM me: lovely
Sterling: are you ok?
you seem so imapationt w/ me........
me: Looking back to last night
8:40 PM Has disturbed
me
a lot
11:28 PM Haley?
me: What?
Noah: do you like sterling?
ike like
11:29 PM me: No.
Sorry
Lol
Cussed again
Noah: Do you like me?
me: In which way?
11:30 PM Noah: like like, but i dont want anyhard feelings i just would never forgive myself if ididnt ask
me: Well...yah I actually do.
It isnt obvious though right?
11:31 PM Noah: ok
no it wasnt
me: I really dont want to hurt Sterlings feelings, and I dont want conflict.
Noah: neither do i, i just had to know, ty for trusting me
11:32 PM me: Why do you need to know?
Noah: because I've liked you
almost all year
me: ?!
Srsly?
11:33 PM Noah: I've kept it quiet
me: Wow
Noah: i thouhgt i did a good job
me: You're totally awesome at hiding feelings!
Noah: Lol i guess
it has been torture listening to sterling
11:34 PM me: Wow....you're really strong to endure that
Noah: the first time ive cryed in 2 years was when he told me about the day you went over to his house
11:35 PM me: Im sorry!
Noah: it fine
me: Omg Im soo sorry
Noah: I'm fine
I really am
it felt good to cry
i guess
me: I dont want him to know about this please.
11:36 PM Noah: i know i'll never tell
me: Im trying to get him to go out w/ Grace.
Noah: i know ive been helping
me: Yuppers
Man, this is a real weight off my chest
Noah: trying to at least
me too you dont even know
11:37 PM i sat here for like an hour trying to decide to ask you or not
but im glad i did
i really am
me: I've kinda been wondering lately about it.
11:38 PM Cause you and I really clicked a while ago, and I like the conversations we have.
Its easy to talk to you, even if I cant fully understand you.
Noah: I feel the same way
11:39 PM me: <3
Noah: the best part of my day has been talking to you
every day
<3
me: Oh thats really sweet...wait this isnt a trap is it?
11:40 PM Noah: no
no no no
me: ok
Ok good
Over analyzing things sux
Noah: Thank ms Hohulin, that story is wat gave me the courage to ask you
11:41 PM me: Woooah
that stoy matches us so far
cool
Noah: i know.. it was weird
i thought youwere making it up
me: No way!
She came in and listened to us today
11:42 PM then told us about it
Noah: thats really cool
me: Srsly
11:43 PM Noah: wow, this went more smoothly than i could have ever hoped
me: ^-^
Im a smooth gal!
Oh noes!
11:44 PM Noah: im soooooo srry!!!
omg im srry
my computer freaked out
me: Cuss words!.