The Long Awaited Sunday Breakfast
Despite being down with a tummy upset which later escalated to fever yesterday, I managed to feel better overnight and proceeded on with my breakfast date with Adele at Dempsey. We went to Jones the Grocer. :D Hahaha, like finally.
We were supposed to meet for Mambo Night I know but we have decided to be normal people for once and not meet over dancing to glorified old hits. HAHAHAHA. But, I am sure we will do it soon. :p
Breakfast was good, so good in fact. I love Jones the Grocer, I really adore the place. The food is a little pricey but well, once in a while shouldn't hurt the pocket so much. All good things after all should have them moderately. Seesh. Totally dig the environment there and being surrounded with fresh grocery while enjoying my breakfast. I could totally make use of the items there and go for my unusual floating down the isles of fresh groceries.
So anyways, it was a good catch up and fill me in with your life time for the both of us since we have been away from each other for years, months, weeks and days. We obviously had tonnes to talk about and we could jolly well write a biography of our lives for each other to read. Adele let me into her school life, juicy bits of her personal life which I ain't gonna say about it here but I think I should just fly to overseas to like get away from it all and restart my life - all aspect of my life there. Gosh, the escapist in me sure like the thought of it.
We had our all time heart to heart talk and I really missed that. Adele is prolly one of the few people who I know I can have a truly honest heart to heart talk to the point that I usually shed a tear or two either in frustration or disappointment or anger in between or at the end. I think this time round it was like all 3 of the above. I was telling her how frustrated and pressurised I am lately because someone been telling/asking me to find a boyfriend? Like "when are you going to get a boyfriend?" I was like telling Adele...
"babe, if only finding a boyfriend is like taking a stroll down these isles of fresh groceries and I pick one that looks good, tastes good and well, good overall. But, what the hell? Life don't work out that way and so is my heart. Urgh. /bangs the table in frustration."
I think Adele got a shock when I banged the table and then I started tearing up. Emotional basket queen to the max lah but you know I think with yesterday's fever and diarhhea and then talking about matters of the heart, my emotions do get haywire a bit.
And with Adele being Adele, she totally made things right with her wise words and reassurance that things will turn better eventually. Oh, it also helps that we shared a delish cup of tea. Hahaha!
Well, Adele said almost the same thing what someone told me over the phone yesterday. She said no point rushing to find a boyfriend or a replacement to fill in the sudden hole/gap in the heart more so when the heart is not ready yet. It is because I will end up with tonnes and tonnes of rebound relationships and more shit and heartache will follow suit. I honestly think I was just being plain lucky that the supposed rebound relationship I had with J turned out pretty well but I can't say the same for the rest. Hur. Oh, Adele told me not to feel pressurised already because it is pointless. There is nothing much I can do if the heart is not ready for a new one. Yeah sure, options are kept open but when the time and the next one comes and the heart is ready, of course... the hole/gap is ready to be filled in but till then, such things shouldn't be rushed. Like they say, matters of the hearts should never be rushed even if sometimes, my head often tries to tell me... if only, your heart can move onto someone new in 24 hours time or I sooo cannot wait to get over this failed relationship and start anew.
I had a really good breakfast and I think my heart doesn't feel that heavy now. My heart feels free in fact, totally unchained from the frustration and pressure it has been going through lately to move on and find someone new. Yippeee yay! :)
Alright, enjoy the rest of the weekend babies! stay gold and awesome!