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It's 5:17 A.M.
I don't know how, but it is.
And I didn't sleep again.
It was 12:30 last I checked, and the time just came up as 5:17.
Explain that to me.
Time-lapses.
I like how in the mornings...I don't feel sad.
Or maybe it's just because I slept none...
or because my feelings don't matter anymore.
Which didn't even flow together...
but I know what I mean, somehow.
I have nothing to do worth doing.
I have art.
I like art.
Okay, I do art.
It doesn't matter.
My life would be a lot better if it wasn't. Just wasn't.
Okay, I'm sad again.
At least I'm not apathetic yet.
Once I get that way.
Who knows what will happen?
I should stop being sad in here...I'm just...I'm just really, really sad.
Take it and run. Run with a fucking red flag. You and your stupid space suit...when you don't even need a space suit...cause' you aren't even going to space. I'll see to that.
Er.
I don't know how, but it is.
And I didn't sleep again.
It was 12:30 last I checked, and the time just came up as 5:17.
Explain that to me.
Time-lapses.
I like how in the mornings...I don't feel sad.
Or maybe it's just because I slept none...
or because my feelings don't matter anymore.
Which didn't even flow together...
but I know what I mean, somehow.
I have nothing to do worth doing.
I have art.
I like art.
Okay, I do art.
It doesn't matter.
My life would be a lot better if it wasn't. Just wasn't.
Okay, I'm sad again.
At least I'm not apathetic yet.
Once I get that way.
Who knows what will happen?
I should stop being sad in here...I'm just...I'm just really, really sad.
Take it and run. Run with a fucking red flag. You and your stupid space suit...when you don't even need a space suit...cause' you aren't even going to space. I'll see to that.
Er.