Im doooneee~~~
so, finally~ Im off my hiatus ^^
and also my school life
yupp~ Im officially gradulate e.e its feels weird
cuz
cussss
Im too childish for the grown up world ;A;
My world is filled with derp stuff and yeaaahh REAL DERP
HOW CAN I SURVIVE OMG ..
this terrifies me more than having a weird friends at school .___.
well you see, Im no good with people irl..
I cant talk well and Im like the most awkward person to be with ..
Gradulating school can be fun.. but its scary..
you wont be going to school and have a relax fun time with your classmate
being scold and bad mouthing your teacher..
even pranking your teacher or friends..
but I think what I'll miss the most is
hanging out with all my teachers..
teachers are cool if you get know them
like yeah Im close to my Home Economy, PE and Arts
lol maybe because those are my favest subject~
yes Im biased person xDD
The thing that scared me is
not being able to have that kinda freedom..
not being able to talk joke or fool around with your friends
that you know like ever since kindergarten
and who know one day when you met your friends again
and they turn into complete stranger..
I cant believe i already graduating..
I'll be taking my driving license soon..
finding jobs
applying for local universities
and socializing with people..
real people.. strangers
this will be difficult..
cuz I dont go out much ever since I was a kid..
I have been schooling at all girls school for 9 years..
and all that years
I found it awkward talking to boys..
example..
one day I company my friends going on her date with her boyfriend..
and I end up having a fight with her boyfriend and his guy friends
for godsake
Imma weirdo yupp
orz
aaahhhh
I spazz too muchh!! sorryy >_<
Im just worried that all~
I dont have older sibling to ask them about life..
and my mum doesnt help me much..
so basically im freaking out
its like a world end to me..
I hope I can start a new life~~
hoping its a fun and thrilling one~
hmm anyways Im taking care of 3 new kittens~~
Siamese named Kino
Blondie named Mocha
and Biter named Mochi
lol
I have been taking care of them since last month ^^
but sadly, my kitty named Kino died few weeks ago
its a heart breaking story actually..
I cried for 2 days straight..
anyway the blondie is my grandma's kitten~
and because of some reason..
my mum want me to take care of it ..
Here's Mochi:
and here's my beloved Kino
R.I.P ; ;
Kino was so cute and cuddly~
he love to clings to me more than he do to anyone else~
I love him so much~ It hard to let go~
here's the story~
I went to my grandmas to sent off Mocha~
I brought all my kittens with me~
but Kino got sick and I take extra care of him cuz my grandma house is in village~
and its freezing there during night time..
so I cuddles him to sleep that night cuz it was freaking cold..
I even wrap my blanket all over him, hoping him to get well~
the next morning was fine~ I feed my kittens and my mum told me we're gonna visit my aunty's house
so I agree..
leaving all my kittens there at my grandma's~
I manage to feed Kino before I leave~ I feed bunch cuz he's not eating well~
and I left..
the journey to my aunty house was like 2 hours.. e.e
Ive been thinking of stoppinng by some shops to buy something for Kino to eat~
and my mum agree~
so I brought some new cat food~ hoping he'll like it..
but it was too late~
I come home that night and the first thing my grandma told me was..
'Your cat is dead'
'no, he;s dying.. dont you feed him?'
she ask me and I glared at her...
feed him??
how can I feed him when Im not even there that time?
I put the cat food aside and runs to the Kino
and yeah,
he's dying that time..
Its hurt me so much..
I want to stay all night with him..
but I cant..
I cries the whole night.. praying, begging for him not to leave me..
but I guess god is busy..
the next day.. he's gone..
I miss his cuddly side..
purring and rolling on me..
staring at me with his blue eyes..
I miss him..
but I know I had to move on~
so grandma been taking care of Mocha..
and its a bad thing..
Mocha turs sickly and thin..
so I took him off my grandma and take care of him myself
and now I have two cubby fat kitten in my house
happy ending
lol
I guess~
no one knew what will happen in the future~
waa~
I'll be updating my Fic soon~
SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE orz
Anyway thank you for reading~
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LOVE YOU GUISEE~~ <3
Extraa:
Addicted to these music lately~: