im sucha fcuk up .. i dont get it anymore . . . .
well yeah as you can read by the subject .. i am a total fcuk up . i dont even know whats wrong with my anymore . i cant control my bitchiness or anything ! and everyone in the world seems to be against me and wants to hurt me . im scared all the time and i worry all the time . im a toal perfectionist and i cant control that either . im sucha ass to people lately .. and they dont even deserve it .. i dunno what wrong with me --> its not like im pmsin` or something [ lol ] . but i mean really can anyone help me here ? i fcuked up things with "my love" and i dunno what to do anymore .. though he fcuked up more cause he was the one that told my best friend that he wanted to get with her . ok how fcukin` stupid can he be to tell my best friend this ?! obvisously she would tell me .. sheesh . i dont care cause i dunno he says he so called "likes" me and all but wait he'll come crawling back this week when school starts. oh btw, school starts tomorrow. cause nobody wants his ass cept me =/ but if he asks me to go out with him i dont even think i will say yes cause of all the shit this kid puts me through =*( ugg kill me now .. good bye