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I need to move out... I really do I mean like now.
I need to see if Jodie can find out what the fuck is happening with her house mat vus if he aint gone soon I'm just gonna have to find a place.
Came on tonight and my mum's proper on my back... she's seen a pay slip from last week and was saying like how she thought I was on 180 a week or whatever... which i basically am... she sees the gross figure and assumes that what I'm gettign (moron). So she's bugging ove that, and me gettign a taxi to A&K's the other day when I missed the bus. Then she was saying how she bought me new clothes for the wedding the toher day... which she did... but she insisted on it at the time. I told her I'd buy them myself from Nottingham.
She was insistant tho.
She has a point in that I haven't paid rent for a few weeks but it'll be on the shelf tomorrow... the sooner I move out the better.
She gets a bee in her bonnet about something and then just brings out random things.
Like a few mins ago she mentioned when we was at the wedding me getting upset about something my sister said about my dad.
Firstly I was upset that they tried to brign me into the shit. I appreciate what he did was shitty but they've both rebuilt their lives now. At first mums words were like she was being cool about it but now it's like she's saying I'm not allowed to like my dad otherwise I don't give a shit about her.
I hate being put in the middle of my mums/sisters/ dads shit
See I'd wanted to rant... I would have preferred it to be a more cohesive and thorough rant that showed signs of the writers self assurance and belief in what he wrote but I'm just too pissed off for words at the moment. I just wnat to be in a different place at a different time. :(
I need to see if Jodie can find out what the fuck is happening with her house mat vus if he aint gone soon I'm just gonna have to find a place.
Came on tonight and my mum's proper on my back... she's seen a pay slip from last week and was saying like how she thought I was on 180 a week or whatever... which i basically am... she sees the gross figure and assumes that what I'm gettign (moron). So she's bugging ove that, and me gettign a taxi to A&K's the other day when I missed the bus. Then she was saying how she bought me new clothes for the wedding the toher day... which she did... but she insisted on it at the time. I told her I'd buy them myself from Nottingham.
She was insistant tho.
She has a point in that I haven't paid rent for a few weeks but it'll be on the shelf tomorrow... the sooner I move out the better.
She gets a bee in her bonnet about something and then just brings out random things.
Like a few mins ago she mentioned when we was at the wedding me getting upset about something my sister said about my dad.
Firstly I was upset that they tried to brign me into the shit. I appreciate what he did was shitty but they've both rebuilt their lives now. At first mums words were like she was being cool about it but now it's like she's saying I'm not allowed to like my dad otherwise I don't give a shit about her.
I hate being put in the middle of my mums/sisters/ dads shit
See I'd wanted to rant... I would have preferred it to be a more cohesive and thorough rant that showed signs of the writers self assurance and belief in what he wrote but I'm just too pissed off for words at the moment. I just wnat to be in a different place at a different time. :(