When it rains...
I just can't stand Murphy and his law. You know, the one where when everything can go wrong will go wrong?
I spent all night literally up cleaning Adam's room. As soon as I fall into bed at 5:30, Ben wakes up and wants to nurse. And doesn't want to go back to sleep. He's been cranking and yelling since.
So, I put him in his crib and go take a shower. Hmmm....water doesn't seem to be warming up...Get out of shower and check gas on stove...No gas coming out of stove...Hmmm...Could it be that my loving and wonderful husband DIDN'T PAY THE GAS BILL????
He bitches at me about money, then can't keep his shit together enough to pay the fucking bills. What the fuck? I get $400 a month allotted to me (well, $500, but I pay my car payment of $100 out of that). He gets the rest of his money direct deposited to his Navy Fed account. Now, why can I stretch $400 over a whole fucking month and he can't stretch $400 over 2 fucking weeks????????
So, now we're probably going to have to beg from the church. No...HE'S going to have to beg from the church for $$$. I've paid the bills. They may not have been on time, but I've never in the 5 years I've been on my own have had any of my utilities turned off, ever.
I'm friggin' pissed. Can't say anything to him, though...one of his many "rules" he's laid out to me. That's why I've started to blog. Might as well get it out somehow...
I spent all night literally up cleaning Adam's room. As soon as I fall into bed at 5:30, Ben wakes up and wants to nurse. And doesn't want to go back to sleep. He's been cranking and yelling since.
So, I put him in his crib and go take a shower. Hmmm....water doesn't seem to be warming up...Get out of shower and check gas on stove...No gas coming out of stove...Hmmm...Could it be that my loving and wonderful husband DIDN'T PAY THE GAS BILL????
He bitches at me about money, then can't keep his shit together enough to pay the fucking bills. What the fuck? I get $400 a month allotted to me (well, $500, but I pay my car payment of $100 out of that). He gets the rest of his money direct deposited to his Navy Fed account. Now, why can I stretch $400 over a whole fucking month and he can't stretch $400 over 2 fucking weeks????????
So, now we're probably going to have to beg from the church. No...HE'S going to have to beg from the church for $$$. I've paid the bills. They may not have been on time, but I've never in the 5 years I've been on my own have had any of my utilities turned off, ever.
I'm friggin' pissed. Can't say anything to him, though...one of his many "rules" he's laid out to me. That's why I've started to blog. Might as well get it out somehow...