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life gets confusing as hell sometimes ..
it makes you so amazingly happy & then turns right around and hurts you.
i cant say im not happy, cause my life is almost as good as it gets ..
but theres one really big thing missing & i just wish that would come
and fill that spot, so i could say i am truly happy ..
i know its probably not going to happen, but im not going to give up.
"never give up on the things that make you smile.." so, i wont.
& this one thing makes me smile without even trying, just everything
about it. right now,im just gonna hope for the best and have fun
doing it & hopefully everything turns out good in the end =]
so at the moment im happy, almost ..
fuck everything already, the one thing i want i cant have & thats
so hard to go through.. i cant stand anyone or anything anymore and
everything is just annoying me SO much that i dont even want to go
out anymore .. i hate that feeling and i just wish i could be the
happy, smiling girl i always am.. !@#$%^*! i wish everything could
get better with a snap of my fingers, it would make life so much
easier..im due for a good, long talk on the swings& watching
the notebook.. oh, but i still love alex .. =]
♥ ♥ ♥
& how about all my friends come home from vacation, i miss everyone =[
im excited for the lake next week, and disneyland wednesday =]
ohh and guess who gets gwen stefani tickets tomorrow !! woooo!
lauren day is home =] i missed her, so im happy ! <3
it makes you so amazingly happy & then turns right around and hurts you.
i cant say im not happy, cause my life is almost as good as it gets ..
but theres one really big thing missing & i just wish that would come
and fill that spot, so i could say i am truly happy ..
i know its probably not going to happen, but im not going to give up.
"never give up on the things that make you smile.." so, i wont.
& this one thing makes me smile without even trying, just everything
about it. right now,im just gonna hope for the best and have fun
doing it & hopefully everything turns out good in the end =]
so at the moment im happy, almost ..
fuck everything already, the one thing i want i cant have & thats
so hard to go through.. i cant stand anyone or anything anymore and
everything is just annoying me SO much that i dont even want to go
out anymore .. i hate that feeling and i just wish i could be the
happy, smiling girl i always am.. !@#$%^*! i wish everything could
get better with a snap of my fingers, it would make life so much
easier..im due for a good, long talk on the swings& watching
the notebook.. oh, but i still love alex .. =]
♥ ♥ ♥
& how about all my friends come home from vacation, i miss everyone =[
im excited for the lake next week, and disneyland wednesday =]
ohh and guess who gets gwen stefani tickets tomorrow !! woooo!
lauren day is home =] i missed her, so im happy ! <3