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i'm coming to realize that i have a personality disorder.
or an anxiety disorder.
or i'm just a really organize, anal-retentive, anxious, unhappy person.
not unhappy.
i wish i could say i was unhappy.
in reality, i'm just not much of anything recently.
sleep-deprived, maybe.
but nothing on the emotional front.
except that i feel like i want to break down and cry for no reason.
i just want to scream.
and then i want to micromanage the rest of my life.
every last detail, so i know it'll all work out okay for me.
maybe someday.
or an anxiety disorder.
or i'm just a really organize, anal-retentive, anxious, unhappy person.
not unhappy.
i wish i could say i was unhappy.
in reality, i'm just not much of anything recently.
sleep-deprived, maybe.
but nothing on the emotional front.
except that i feel like i want to break down and cry for no reason.
i just want to scream.
and then i want to micromanage the rest of my life.
every last detail, so i know it'll all work out okay for me.
maybe someday.