Sep 19, 2005 23:43
a mass of jumbled thoughts i cannot control that just stream ahead
without direction yet with maybe too much meaning and all i can do
is helplessly stand by and watch them flow across making me feel
things i thought i wouldn't and shouldnt be feeling but cannot help
myself and i know im being stupid but thinking way too much into it
all --- i feel like im powerless its out of my reach and all i can
do is stand behind a glass wall and peer in.
[friends cut because you know we never really talked anyways]