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t is much more complicated than I care to explain.
it is very hard to see things the way i've seen them.
for some reason i turned my life to shit.
homeless.
carless.
friendless.
I am just an addict sitting in places not truley wanted.
I hope that someone just shows up to fill my lungs with the smoke ive let destroy me.
i am worthless.
dont pity me.
maybe someday a drug dealer will show up in my life to rescue me.
provide a roof, phone, internet, DRUGS, and attention.
it is such a depressive state to hear an addicts dream.
it is very hard to see things the way i've seen them.
for some reason i turned my life to shit.
homeless.
carless.
friendless.
I am just an addict sitting in places not truley wanted.
I hope that someone just shows up to fill my lungs with the smoke ive let destroy me.
i am worthless.
dont pity me.
maybe someday a drug dealer will show up in my life to rescue me.
provide a roof, phone, internet, DRUGS, and attention.
it is such a depressive state to hear an addicts dream.