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[adorerdollylux]

i wish were less sensitive to circumstance. that i could better deal with transitions and new experiences and with shifts of reality. the second day i was in spain, it felt like i'd never left. a week later, i couldn't remember being home. the day after leaving madrid and arriving in córdoba, i could not fathom that i had been in madrid at all. on

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aww love, i so feel for the messy period you say youre having after coming back *holds tightly*. but my heart skipped a couple of beats at some certain thoughts youve shared cause theyve happened in my head too. thats about certain gloomy things not leaving no matter if we found ourselves in a place we consider to be perfect for us. thats so true, i use as an argumeent against giving a try to moving back to a city i spent my student years in cause i remember how lonely i felt there at times and rthings that are behind this deserted feeling will be there again. youre very wise decidint to catching up with your life in given circumstances. maybe thats the value of every trip that you come home with new rlife important revelations. you live in a beautiful part of the worls yourself btw and some people *points to herself* daydream about your southern rich nature, those trees with vast branches, those hot summers and the deeply overwhelming atmosphere.
your spain doesnt continue its life without you, youre right about it, its just not the same without you. when youre there again itll recognise and welcome you back taking a new deep breath and youll share its following breathes with you
welcome to your beautiful home. as someone said, maybe the point of every trip is this quiet moment on your own when youre home eventually, sit down, take a deep breath and start telling the stories you brought with you. looking forward to mesmerising stories of yours