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as of late, i feel a little fringy.
i feel as though i only exist on the fringe of someone/something else. i don't get the impression that friends entrust me with their secrets, i get the left-out feeling a decent amount, and i sure as hell don't feel like i'm anyone's best friend.
that hurts.
i am starting to become cold. i'm not sure i like it, but i do. i lashed out on my grandmother today concerning my alcohol violation here in telling her that it was absolutely not her business.
that is not me. but it is where i'm heading apparently.
i don't like me anymore.
i feel as though i only exist on the fringe of someone/something else. i don't get the impression that friends entrust me with their secrets, i get the left-out feeling a decent amount, and i sure as hell don't feel like i'm anyone's best friend.
that hurts.
i am starting to become cold. i'm not sure i like it, but i do. i lashed out on my grandmother today concerning my alcohol violation here in telling her that it was absolutely not her business.
that is not me. but it is where i'm heading apparently.
i don't like me anymore.