for even as love crowns you, so shall he crucify you

Jan 02, 2006 02:28

kahlil gibran never spoke truer words:
for even as love crowns you, so shall he crucify you.

i talked to rich today.
mundane conversation, nothing terribly exciting.
of course, i brought the conversation to the point of the relationship or lack there of.

i expressed my thoughts on why he is more upfront with his emotions when he drinks, and he agreed that is how he functions. i tried to explain the way that i see his feelings: he's terrified of hurting me, losing me, owning me even that he doesn't want that to even pass through the grinder, so to speak.

what does he want? only he truly knows. i feel as though he wants the same as i do, but he's definitely more cynical. i guess all old men are like that.

i haven't a clue as to what to do with him.

rich, talk to me.
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