I hate college.
Ashley is leaving for college on Wednesday.
I don't know what I'm going to do. Honestly I don't. It's going to be hard. I mean, yeah she's only going to Indiana, but still. For the past 5 years she's been 10 minutes away from me and everytime I've needed her, she's been there. Everytime I've screwed up, she's been there. It's going to be so hard for me to not be able to see her anytime I need to, or hang out with her and talk about the stupidest randomest things whenever we want to. It just sucks. This is going to be the second hardest goodbye for me thus far in my life. She'll be back every so often, yes, but it just won't be the same. At all. She'll be in Indiana for 6 years. Six freaking years. How much does that suck? Let me tell you. A lot. I hate Ball State for taking Ashley all the way to freaking Indy. I really do. But it will be good for her, and I'm so proud of her. She's going to be so successful, I just know it. Some day, you'll see a huge ginormous building, that cost ton's of money to make and it will be Ashley that designed it. Because she's that amazing. Honestly she is. She's an amazing person, and amazingly talented. If you aren't jealous, then you should be. She's one of my best friends on the planet and I love her dearly.
Have fun at Ball State Ashley! Don't forget me.
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Brittany Christine