Truth hurts
So lately Ive been doing a lot of thinking. Ive always put my friends before my bf and its always going to be that way. I got pissed at Matt this weekend with the whole thing w/spending time w/Casey bc of her mom passing away and thought he was jsut beng an asshole. When in actuality.. theres things that him and I both need to work on. As of right now... Im down one friend. O darn... Someone got mad at me bc i told the TRUTH. And then try and get others mad at me by telling MORE LIES. If you have a bf/gf... DONT LIE TO THEM OR CHEAT. Ive learned my lessons about that in the past and Im smart enuf not to do it now bc theres no point in it. It hurts way too many ppl in the end and its not worth it at all. You make urself look bad and people that once respected you now dont. So be mad at me bc someone finally todl the truth.. something you couldnt do. BUt dont tell MY boyfriend to tell me to call him and tell him i was lying about everything bc thats something I will NOT do. Yeah, let ME lie so I look bad and you look good.. HA! Right, thats not goona happen! After all the shit you talked about me and then deny (suprise suprise)... very slim chance I'll do anything like that for you right now. All Im asking from you is for once be honest.. man up for what happened and make everyone you pissed off happy again by TELLING THE TRUTH.
Okay, enough with all that shit. So yeah I broke up with Matt like an idiot on Saturday.. and then Sunday, the night of all the bullshit drama, we finally met up and fixed things! :) We sat in my car for 2 hours in front of his house and talked. I asked him to be my boyfriend again and things have just been AWESOME since then. Hes honestly the BEST boyfriend Ive had. He treats me sooo well... and we've had a few blowouts but we are BoTh working on shit so we dont fight over ridiculous shit. Yeah, i <3 him. Hes that damn awesome. I can only see things getting better and better btwn us. I think sometime soon, maybe this weekend-- me matt casey and eric might so to the cider mill. I love going to those things...in the fall... with a bf. *sigh* i love having my bf :D
Hmm.. school. Yeah with everything thats happened in the past week or so.. Ive kinda pushed away from school. Put myself in a bad position and I need to do better. Idk, I need to do better and I will-- with the support of the right people.
Okay, well gotta get shit done and then GO TO WORK! AHHHHHHH!!!
LOVE YOU!
Jlynn