Lifes trivial games.
So things are kinda blah. Im really really really wanting to quit build a bear because the GM is being a Major Cunt(pardon the word, I dont like it myself but she is) and she just needs to pull that broom stick out of her ass so I can beat her with it. To top it all off I am probably failing about 3 of my classes because I havent been able to go to them. Why? *sigh* Every morning for the last two weeks, when I wake up my body is stiff and in pain, pain, PAIN. So much so that I dont want to move and I just will myself to go right back to bed. As the day goes on the pain in my muscles lighten up but it hasnt completely gone away yet. Thought I might just be getting sick and it was just my body being achey but I have no other symptoms that allow me to believe its a cold or a flu. Fact of the matter is right now I think it may be Fibromyalga. My mom, grandmother, and oldest brother all have it so it seems very likely to me that I may be at reasonable risk to get it to. Dont know much about the disorder other then it is linked to Chronic Fatigue disorder as well...which sucks. What I hear about it though is that it is basically Arthritis of the muscles instead of the bones. The muscles are constantly sore with out any reason for them to be. Havent had time to work out because of James but now I dread how my muscles will react if I do. What a great way to live the rest of my life. So yeah, now I need to go get tested for that. This bites. I need someone to vent to. Maybe....I dont know anymore. Im exhausted.