Importance of friendship

Aug 03, 2005 22:50

Ok, Ive always known that friendship has always been something important to me. And I know I have missed my friends a lot over this summer. I never realized how much though. I've been feeling a little stressed the last few days with setting up for school and everything else in my life and what not. I went out with Bubba tonight and just hung out at the mall and went to eat. It was only for a couple hours but during that time....nothing mattered. I hadn't seen him in awhile and really missed and was actually just hanging out. Made me realize just how much I really do and have missed everyone. Not really sure why but midway through the summer everything was thrown for a loop....the summer started out awesome...hanging out everyday and just having fun. I miss that....I miss you all. I even miss the friends that havent been completely absent from my life. Im not exactly sure why but there seems to be some strain on a few of my friendships right now and Im really hoping its either just stupid paranoia or that whatever the strain is can be easily cleared up. I just want all you who happen to read this to know that I treasure you and your friendship deeply. I adore everyone of you for exactly who you are. Theres the little things in all my friendships that I love and are forever branded in my memory....things specific to each of my friends. The kidney shots, the cheese dares, the wine and movie nights, getting beat backstage, bad movies and talking till odd hours of the night. Everything, everymoment is precious. As friends....no, as people...we all do things that inevitably annoy our friends. Im sorry for all the little annoying things I do, and I want you all to know I cherish you for all the annoying things you do. You wouldnt be you without them. I miss you all and cant wait to see everyone again.

Oh...I want to shout out a specific right now. Chad, I'm sorry what happened between us happened. I wish it hadn't but I'm glad we are able to begin to rekindle that bond. I really wish this summer had been different because as I said it had started out awesome. Your a great person and a good friend and I just hope everything is behind us and done with. I miss you.
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