time to speak

Apr 06, 2007 04:33

You say the things you want me to hear.
You want me to know you care.
But its okay, i see the real you.
Or what i think is you. See i don’t even know you anymore.
i thought when it came to you, i could never be closer.
But as time goes on weeks and months pass by, it’s like who are you?
What happened?
And i know your sick of hearing it. People are always asking.
But hear is the truth.
I have never loved a person in this world as much as i loved and cared for you.
EVER!
But look where it gets me.
I wanted to be your friend cause you didn’t want anything more.
But you ditched me, just like before.
Now its just hard to even look at you like I did last time
When you were my baby and spent the night.
I’m going to be honest
I did everything I could to make you love me.
Sometimes people don’t feel the same, someone should have told me that.
I can’t make someone love me and want to be there for me.
Yes, i remember back last fall when we were best friends and you would hold my hand.
We were so close and hung out non stop. Then you gave me that ring and changed my life. Cause for once I thought you were serious with me.
Now, I haven’t seen you in weeks or even spoke to you.
I don’t even know what you do. Its probably better that way

To tell the truth, I don’t think I once out shined any girl .not once.
God, I tried so god damn hard
So hard to make our relationship enjoyable.
But Lets face the fact that I was never enough to make you happy or proud.
And I am sorry for that I really am.
Whatever I did Wrong.I guess I continued to do.
I ruined your life. Believe me that wasn’t what I wanted to do.
I never thought any of this would be this way.
IM SORRY.
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