ok.. i did something bad
yes i did it agian.. him and i did it again. but this time a almost gave him head.. but i didnt.. i dont understand why head is bad to begin with. but i know it is. and on the other hand i know if i keep doing htings with him it is going to drive the guy i love away. i am just screwed over totaly. but o-well. i wont see head boy for 4 days even though i could see him on sunday but im not going to .. and it was my choice i teased him for two days he said.. o-well atleast he is hot. and i like him like that... i mean come on now it is my choice. oh he is so great.... litterealy