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"Sometimes on the way to a dream, you get lost and find a better one" unknown
I never would have thought that I would act this way towards Paul. But the more I get to know him the more comfortable it feels. In the beginning of our story, I kept him at arms length, making excuses, trying to fill up my weekends with things to do so I would have real reasons not to see him. I would get annoyed when he called me more than once a week. if anyone really wants to see the things that bothered me about him then you can go back a few entries and see "THE RULES". Now those things don't really even seem to be a factor. I just got off the phone with him talking for an hour and half about things I never thought I would tell him. We can talk about nothing and everything. It's such a different thing. I know that since our "mega date" I've been slowly falling. We had another amazing date last weekend. I won't go into major details but I will give some of the highlights that mattered most to me.... he picked me up, we went to the glass blowing shops and looked at glass creations. We went to the Heritage Museum and Gardens and saw the 2nd oldest carousel. It was gorgeous and so romantic. Then dinner, shopping, back to his place, he TIVOed episodes of The Nanny for me!!! I was teasing him saying how he needs to TIVO the Nanny and Mad About You for me and drop a few eps of Sabrina he already saved for me and he turns on the tv and they are already there!!! This boy REALLY pays attention to my likes and dislikes when I talk in casual conversation. Then we saw Spiderman 2 (I saw it the day before but wanted to see it again and he took me. I LOVE this movie. This is gonna have to be a separate post some time later on.
Anywhoo He's just too good of a guy to not fall. But I think it was this weekend getaway that really made me realize just how much of an impression he is leaving on me. I was going on a trip to Martha's Vineyard with some of my girlfriends and he was going to take the day off of work to come pick us up and drive us back to the Cape and right to the Ferry and get us Sunday. Unfortunately my white knight was called into battle. (In other words he has to be away for the week for the DNC with the army. He's one of the ones who rushes in if there is a problem). Yes I was disappointed because he wouldn't be able to take us since it was mandatory and even tho he tried they would not let him out. It wasn't his fault and he felt just awful for saying he would do something and then not being able to follow thru. And I've had too many people in my life say they will do something but then for one reason or another they always let me down. But as I was driving down to the Cape with my friends he kept calling to check on me and make sure I was okay and going the right way. And he was going to leave if I really needed him. And need him I did but just to help guide me over the phone. So yes this weekend was fun with my girls but I also had my guy to comfort me when I was scared and share in my joy when I told him about my day. That again will be another post. I'll try and update tomorrow on this and Spiderman2 but no promises. It's kind of amazing. I had some ups and downs on the last day and when he called I was able to tell him everything. Stuff I didn't think I would tell. And he was completely on my side. Saying the right things at the right times and somehow making me feel so much calmer. Now its at the point where I'm making plans with him first instead of last. I don't know how this happened. I keep thinking back to the days when we first started talking and hanging out and I never would have thought that I would be so close to this boy.
It seems that I was searching for my prince when my white knight was waiting for me.
I never would have thought that I would act this way towards Paul. But the more I get to know him the more comfortable it feels. In the beginning of our story, I kept him at arms length, making excuses, trying to fill up my weekends with things to do so I would have real reasons not to see him. I would get annoyed when he called me more than once a week. if anyone really wants to see the things that bothered me about him then you can go back a few entries and see "THE RULES". Now those things don't really even seem to be a factor. I just got off the phone with him talking for an hour and half about things I never thought I would tell him. We can talk about nothing and everything. It's such a different thing. I know that since our "mega date" I've been slowly falling. We had another amazing date last weekend. I won't go into major details but I will give some of the highlights that mattered most to me.... he picked me up, we went to the glass blowing shops and looked at glass creations. We went to the Heritage Museum and Gardens and saw the 2nd oldest carousel. It was gorgeous and so romantic. Then dinner, shopping, back to his place, he TIVOed episodes of The Nanny for me!!! I was teasing him saying how he needs to TIVO the Nanny and Mad About You for me and drop a few eps of Sabrina he already saved for me and he turns on the tv and they are already there!!! This boy REALLY pays attention to my likes and dislikes when I talk in casual conversation. Then we saw Spiderman 2 (I saw it the day before but wanted to see it again and he took me. I LOVE this movie. This is gonna have to be a separate post some time later on.
Anywhoo He's just too good of a guy to not fall. But I think it was this weekend getaway that really made me realize just how much of an impression he is leaving on me. I was going on a trip to Martha's Vineyard with some of my girlfriends and he was going to take the day off of work to come pick us up and drive us back to the Cape and right to the Ferry and get us Sunday. Unfortunately my white knight was called into battle. (In other words he has to be away for the week for the DNC with the army. He's one of the ones who rushes in if there is a problem). Yes I was disappointed because he wouldn't be able to take us since it was mandatory and even tho he tried they would not let him out. It wasn't his fault and he felt just awful for saying he would do something and then not being able to follow thru. And I've had too many people in my life say they will do something but then for one reason or another they always let me down. But as I was driving down to the Cape with my friends he kept calling to check on me and make sure I was okay and going the right way. And he was going to leave if I really needed him. And need him I did but just to help guide me over the phone. So yes this weekend was fun with my girls but I also had my guy to comfort me when I was scared and share in my joy when I told him about my day. That again will be another post. I'll try and update tomorrow on this and Spiderman2 but no promises. It's kind of amazing. I had some ups and downs on the last day and when he called I was able to tell him everything. Stuff I didn't think I would tell. And he was completely on my side. Saying the right things at the right times and somehow making me feel so much calmer. Now its at the point where I'm making plans with him first instead of last. I don't know how this happened. I keep thinking back to the days when we first started talking and hanging out and I never would have thought that I would be so close to this boy.
It seems that I was searching for my prince when my white knight was waiting for me.