A Holiday?
going to Kirans tommorow.... Holiday.... aim.... to get over a girl i am so in love with...
broken finger... broken heart... broken man... thats what i am... just broken... am going to get fixed...
Iona and Richard... whenever i think of that i feel sick when i should be feeling happiness for her... i want her to be happy, just the aftermath leads me feeling so low...
Iona and Adi... more chance of me becoming a rock star...
The stuff she said to me on sunday night broke my heart into a million pieces... i let her go for happiness and i've tried to stay friends despite the hurt... the truth is am never gonna get over her... and blocking her hurts, but i know the day she says "I lost my virginity with my boyfriend" or something along them lines, am just gonna brake down...
I knew the only way was for me to not talk to her... but stemoon has told me to talk to her and she does need me as an "internet friend" but its such a harder challenge, and one i aint really up to...
Leanne now has a boyfriend an all.... im just sat in my chair with my hands in my head... where do i go to... who do i turn to... Kiran... his house... a holiday to just enjoy myself and get over Iona and try and find someone else...
Now she's got a house party... didnt invite me... she has loads of friends going.... says alot dont it...
She's seen mug written on the top of my forehead and has taken advantage to the max.
The excuses... for not meeting me...
I'm insecure
I dont want a boyfriend
Your too old for me
I want someone whose from Leeds
I dont do internet
then she's twice said in arguments that she was going to meet me....
Lies.... the truth is... she never ever wants me... she will never ever want to see me... and the more i try... the more ridicoulos i look!!!
I've just blocked and deleted her from my account.... i dont want to,... i really dont.... but its the only way.... really it is... Because im just gonna be going around in circles if i dont and i continue talking to her...
Life is just so shit for me... it really is...
Cant wait till i get to Kirans... and just waste away a week... but i have a feeling it aint gonna be long enough :-(
broken finger... broken heart... broken man... thats what i am... just broken... am going to get fixed...
Iona and Richard... whenever i think of that i feel sick when i should be feeling happiness for her... i want her to be happy, just the aftermath leads me feeling so low...
Iona and Adi... more chance of me becoming a rock star...
The stuff she said to me on sunday night broke my heart into a million pieces... i let her go for happiness and i've tried to stay friends despite the hurt... the truth is am never gonna get over her... and blocking her hurts, but i know the day she says "I lost my virginity with my boyfriend" or something along them lines, am just gonna brake down...
I knew the only way was for me to not talk to her... but stemoon has told me to talk to her and she does need me as an "internet friend" but its such a harder challenge, and one i aint really up to...
Leanne now has a boyfriend an all.... im just sat in my chair with my hands in my head... where do i go to... who do i turn to... Kiran... his house... a holiday to just enjoy myself and get over Iona and try and find someone else...
Now she's got a house party... didnt invite me... she has loads of friends going.... says alot dont it...
She's seen mug written on the top of my forehead and has taken advantage to the max.
The excuses... for not meeting me...
I'm insecure
I dont want a boyfriend
Your too old for me
I want someone whose from Leeds
I dont do internet
then she's twice said in arguments that she was going to meet me....
Lies.... the truth is... she never ever wants me... she will never ever want to see me... and the more i try... the more ridicoulos i look!!!
I've just blocked and deleted her from my account.... i dont want to,... i really dont.... but its the only way.... really it is... Because im just gonna be going around in circles if i dont and i continue talking to her...
Life is just so shit for me... it really is...
Cant wait till i get to Kirans... and just waste away a week... but i have a feeling it aint gonna be long enough :-(