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Last night of the show 2nite. I'm going to be mixed when it finnishes, 'coz I am so drained, but will miss it, coz I know I will only feel bored when I have my time back.
I am kinda down that certain ppl who knew bout how much this stupid show meant to me havn't bothered to ask me how it's going, all they can do is start convos on msn bout themselves, and then stop talking str8 away.
I've been spending my down time writing and focusing my mind. I am not going to lower myself and abandon my "morals". And I'm sick of people telling me how I feel...I know I say this over and over on here and everywhere, but certain ppl in my past I have let go off now...I'm not living in the past like ppl say I am, I'm just walking in the dark and kinda nervous about growing up: thats all.
Yes, I am upset about whats going on with some guys. and so I want somthing 100% new, I dont care about Valentines Day...I just need to be happy again, and I kinda am, Heather past her driving test this week, and I'll be taking mine in no time.
Maybe its wrong to want a fairytale...
I am kinda down that certain ppl who knew bout how much this stupid show meant to me havn't bothered to ask me how it's going, all they can do is start convos on msn bout themselves, and then stop talking str8 away.
I've been spending my down time writing and focusing my mind. I am not going to lower myself and abandon my "morals". And I'm sick of people telling me how I feel...I know I say this over and over on here and everywhere, but certain ppl in my past I have let go off now...I'm not living in the past like ppl say I am, I'm just walking in the dark and kinda nervous about growing up: thats all.
Yes, I am upset about whats going on with some guys. and so I want somthing 100% new, I dont care about Valentines Day...I just need to be happy again, and I kinda am, Heather past her driving test this week, and I'll be taking mine in no time.
Maybe its wrong to want a fairytale...