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Wow...This is new, Rob is happy? It's snowing, and this usually makes me sad and down coz snow was always the thing that made me think of Alex, and now it just makes me feel cold, coz thats what it does, snow jut falls and is beautiful, coz it comes and goes...like feelings...when the snow goes, my feelings are melting with it this time...And I don't care what happens anymore, I just wanna make the most of everything...looked a total mess 2day and I was so embarrased, but hey, it happens, and nxt time I'll look my best, better than ever b4, and will keep doing so...I'm going to be the best at everything, because it is what I was born to do...somthing to live 4...and the person I will love...will be the person who gives me the strengh I'm getting now...To just smile and be happy. To feel cosy and warm. I wanna fall asleep in som1s arms, and wake up with inspiration to sing. To write. To be everything I want to be. Because I can. How strange how quickly my feelings change...Makes you think love doesnt exist...if you can fall out of it so easily, or maybe it does, but is meant to try and try and try...
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