Dec 25, 2004 23:38
*Yawn*
Very sleepy...I wanna go snuggle soon....I do love this song (Dying) it's just lush and sweet...but so sad...meh...big meh to it, lol.
I am kinda worried about the new year, this year has been probably the best and worst of my whole life...I've grown up so much that I'm just waiting to leave home, and be alone, and I dunno...I have never kept a steady boyfriend longer than 3 months and so I really want to try harder this year to be myself and make a relationship work...I want the good bits back, wanna stop messing around and get serious, my first vow for the new year is to have nothing more to do with Jack...our whole friendship is fucked beyond descriptiomn (use once and destroy has just come on)
I am aware that ppl are reading this so will keep it brief: the jist is: no more games. I need serious men....or none at all....I want to spend the next few months being happy and stress free...so maybe I should stay away from relationships altogether...but wheres the fun in that?
"I went down...to rescue you"
"Oooooooooooooh I will follow you, anytime, anywhere....
Oooooooooooooh when they come for you, just say you don't care...."