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The civility of eveything has ended again...my family are once again in two pieces, and I've given up trying to work it...I just need to focus on my own life right now. I'm not taking sides or being a part of this fued!
How am I supposed to feel? After going to a funeral for sum1 who was never born...
Right now I wamam go to the University furthest away which offers me a place...Gotta get out. I'm so stressed and overtired I can feel it as a pyshical pain in my chest and I just dunno how to react to anything. In the last week, me and Alex have prooven once again how incompatiably we are, even as friends...there's nothing left, and I feel used and abandoned by the fact I'm so useless. I keep on trying to fidn the right match...Alex was always 'the one' that made me feel 100% even at the end when I could see it coming...even when I was lying on the fucking floor of a hotel room, crying in Portugal after nearly being dragged into an allyway...and I knew, I knew right at that moment I was so alone, I couldnt bear to tell my parents what was upsetting me.
But at the other end of the scale...the guys I want are out of my league...but I can't seem to accept it...I wont allow them to go on thinking they're above me, because they're now...
I've becoming this soppy moaning pityful boy...
Make.me.a.man.
As far as the band goes...I now have one...
Adonis Corvus are:
Robert Michael Davies Vocals / Guitar?
Tabias Thomas Guitar
Scott Edwards Bass
Lucy Cochrane Drums
Alex told me last week I was living in the past...
He was right.
How am I supposed to feel? After going to a funeral for sum1 who was never born...
Right now I wamam go to the University furthest away which offers me a place...Gotta get out. I'm so stressed and overtired I can feel it as a pyshical pain in my chest and I just dunno how to react to anything. In the last week, me and Alex have prooven once again how incompatiably we are, even as friends...there's nothing left, and I feel used and abandoned by the fact I'm so useless. I keep on trying to fidn the right match...Alex was always 'the one' that made me feel 100% even at the end when I could see it coming...even when I was lying on the fucking floor of a hotel room, crying in Portugal after nearly being dragged into an allyway...and I knew, I knew right at that moment I was so alone, I couldnt bear to tell my parents what was upsetting me.
But at the other end of the scale...the guys I want are out of my league...but I can't seem to accept it...I wont allow them to go on thinking they're above me, because they're now...
I've becoming this soppy moaning pityful boy...
Make.me.a.man.
As far as the band goes...I now have one...
Adonis Corvus are:
Robert Michael Davies Vocals / Guitar?
Tabias Thomas Guitar
Scott Edwards Bass
Lucy Cochrane Drums
Alex told me last week I was living in the past...
He was right.