Paranoid and Sunburnt :: {x} Attempt at closure {x} ::
My Epilogue...
I had forgotton how much I love this album, I havn't listend to it properly in months, in fact I havn't even touched the album in months - Alexander Payne bought it for me among other stuff for my birthday, and it was really cool to listen to it today and just feel tottaly chill [ kinda
I do kinda miss him. I feel it warrents a list:
[x]: Chatting about everything
[x]: Safety
[x]: Security
[x]: Innocence
[x]: Spongebob Squarepants
[x]: Being HAPPY! - It was like, nothing got me down, cept being away from him, and I was a different person...I was his person, for a while
[x]: The kiss
[x]: Was almost simple, no real issues, cept the communication problem which finnished it off.
[x]: Made me feel young for once - I'm sick of feeling so old
I know it's stupid to be like this, but it was nice to date sum1 who wasn't sex craved and I know I was jealous, and paranoid, and I lost him in the end. but I spose these things happen. We were only 2gether for three months. but as my longest relationship - He stood out, he was my boyfriend and I was so proud of him. And I'm sure guys will continue to be proud of him...
I also found the poems I wrote for him while I was in Portugal - Which he will never see, I don't want him to, and there's no point. I can't get like that addicted again.
"...a circle of angels [deep in war] 'coz I wanted you..." - Weak
...The End