May 03, 2005 22:53
it takes a lot for me to get really mad, you all know that Im sure. none of you have seen me really angry, it just doesnt really happen.
today I was almost there and it wasnt pretty it was frusterating. I was doing a project today on abortion and it made me sick it disgusted me so much.
I didnt even know what to do or think about it, I can barely finish the project but I will. it was just so frusterating and then I was looking at picture of babies(fetus some might call them) of burned, skin dismembered, and torn part babies, and mutilated babies too. it was the most horifying thing Ive ever seen and I could barely look at the pictures.
then I came back to my room a little frusterated because of all that and my roommate was not helpng the situation and neither was my mom, so I started crying.
Im so tired and I want to go home you have no idea.
then my roommate had lit a candle (which we are not supposed to do) and forgot the candle was lit.I walked out and left the door open and my roommate was screaming. and I came back in and she was like you know you cant leave the door open I was like I forgot and I didnt light it anyway, and she was like I dont care if she would have seen that I would have blamed it on you all.
WHAT THE CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whatever 3 weeks thats all I care about. thats it. they havent been listening to me in a long time and Im starting to let them know. it hurts me when they treat me the way they do like what I have to say doesnt matter, because when they talk I listen but not the other way around.
may the love of CHRIST come over me and keep me calm and not heated, because someone may just see a mad little Amanda again.