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Come Into My Parlor

Sep 05, 2004 11:09

"Come into my parlor,"said the spider to the fly.He smiled gently, demurely. "Would you like to see the inside of the building? I'd very much like to show it to you." He wrapped his thin boney hand around hers. His touch was cold. A touch of death. But he had stopped feeling the cold long ago. It had settled into a numbness ( Read more... )

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There's A Room Where The Light Won't Find You _kozue_kaoru_ September 7 2004, 22:40:39 UTC

My mind. My mind is full of one thing and one thing only, these days. Of course, he's always been uppermost in my mind, no matter what other thoughts I may have had.

"Miki is my twin brother." Does anyone, can anyone truly know what it is to be a twin if they are not one themselves? Do they know what a supreme privilege and ultimate torture it is? "When we were young, we were very, very close. We lost that intimacy later due to a misunderstanding and our parents divorced, but still, he's never been anything but kind and loving towards me. Everything a little sister could want." But I am not just a kid sister to be petted and indulged the way Touga handles Nanami. I am the other half of him, dammit, and he should treat me that way!

"When we reached adolescence, if something happened to me that would supposedly hurt my feelings, or damage my reputation, Miki would pretend on the outside that it was all right, that even if he didn't approve of my choices, he accepted my right to make them. But inside... inside he worries himself sick over me, day and night. I'm all he can think about! And that's why I always date boys that I know Miki thinks are unworthy of me!" His heart should always be filled with me! His mind should always be occupied with me! He should always be looking at me and only me - just as I care about him and only him. Those other boys, even Touga, are just tools for my body and Miki's heart.

"But, now... now..."

Re: There's A Room Where The Light Won't Find You adoctorsshadow September 8 2004, 20:03:24 UTC

They never believed him when he said that the most beautiful roses bloom in the dark. Fed on regret, lust, anger, jealousy. On these powerful emotions his roses thrived. This is what life is. This is what moves mankind.

He could see the pain in her eyes. She was a black to a white, just like him. She had potential to become powerful if she could just embrace that darkness, become lost in it. All she needed was a little nudging. He would have his revolution.

He leaned in closer to the microphone and whispered softly.

"Fukaku motto...Fukaku."

Re: There's A Room Where The Light Won't Find You _kozue_kaoru_ September 9 2004, 03:43:59 UTC

"But now... there's that other girl. Miki promised me that we'd talk. He promised me - he had to. There was a teacher that was touching him," pawing him in public god knows what he did in private oh Miki... "and I saw. I confronted Miki with what I knew, and we from what he let slip I was able to do something," or rather, persuade the Chairman to do something... "but when I came home, she was there in the house, and Miki wouldn't give me a decent explanation. He promised me that we'd have a talk, a real talk, but she's been staying in our house ever since, and I haven't been able to talk to Miki at all, and she's always there. We were so close to returning to the bond we had... but now Miki's become so distant, worse than it ever was before. He could find out I slept with anyone and I don't think he'd care anymore. He wouldn't care..." I'm losing him I'm losing my Miki how do I grasp hold of his every thought and feeling now? Oh god...

"He's drifting further and further away, his heart is drifting away from me!"

Re: There's A Room Where The Light Won't Find You adoctorsshadow September 10 2004, 20:11:55 UTC

He could feel his grip on her tightening. Just a few more little nudges and she'd plummet into the abyss. The elevator fell fast and faster, heading for disaster. Soon to crash. At last.

Mamiya would be so pleased.

"Fukaku...Motto...Fukaku..."

He knew she couldnt bear it anymore. He saw the rage and pain and hurt in her eyes. She needed an outlet and he was more than willing to give it to her. She just had to give in. Give in to the darkness. Surrender sweetly to her sin.

He smiled.

Soon.

Holding Hands As The Walls Come Tumbling Down _kozue_kaoru_ September 10 2004, 20:37:41 UTC

The roaring in her ears was almost too much to bear. "That teacher had more of him than I do now! That bitch Himemiya has more of him! I've disappeared from his sight! He's supposed to look at me and only at me! I am his twin! I am his other half! He's my other half, and he's leaving me! He's leaving me and I won't let him do that! I won't! But I don't know how to keep him beside me anymore!" I''ll do anything to keep you, Miki love, but I don't know how! Oh, come back... show me how to bring you back to me... I'll kill you before I let you go!

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