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sorry about the text from earier to all, I was seriously depressed and a friend kinda talked me outa it. And you know who you are, just give me some time as well, I'll stop bugging you, I just.... am very upset how far things went, and need to chill for awile, I just really haven't been taking it well, sorry I just hope we can be friends in the future so I can have the oppertunity to make up some how the mistakes I've made by being there for you if you need me for anything, anything at all, I might not have been the greatest bf, but I can at least be a good friend, I was before. Anyway, I need to shower, bad, then run up to Cub and chit chat with Mary Lee for awile wile shes at work, then me and Mark are running up to fridays for some grub. Works going ok but the overtime is going to wear me out, 5 days a week 9 hours and saturdays 6 hours, good check, but the last of free time kinda sucks, but at least I got some time to spend with friends, plus I make more then most the people there! its crazy, some people have been there some time and make a dollar a hour less then me! rawk on! Tomorrow is getting drunk day I don't care if I work saturday, I need to have fun, Leeshas coming over, and maybe I'll try to get Michelle and Nikki as well, and probably George, Alex, and Amanda, then saturday going out with Mary Lee in the after noon. and sunday who knows. I'm really hoping to hear from Melissa soon, shes the person whos been there for me most in my life when it comes to shit, I miss talking to her alot, shes always been there for me, and would call me whenever Im seriously feeling down. toodles all