what. the. hell.
i was thinking, which ususally leads to something bad but to something i need.
this year, i gained a lot, and i lost a lot. which leaves me in a weird position. i'm not very good friends with people anymore, and i'm better with others (i guess), and i'm friends with people that i was friends with a while ago. still i miss some people, and it would have been nice if i could gain and keep what i had, but i guess one can't have everything. still it makes me want to just sit down and whine about it, but no one's going to listen to my shit and i don't want them too, cause hell i wouldn't listen either.
whatever i forget where this was going.
this year, i gained a lot, and i lost a lot. which leaves me in a weird position. i'm not very good friends with people anymore, and i'm better with others (i guess), and i'm friends with people that i was friends with a while ago. still i miss some people, and it would have been nice if i could gain and keep what i had, but i guess one can't have everything. still it makes me want to just sit down and whine about it, but no one's going to listen to my shit and i don't want them too, cause hell i wouldn't listen either.
whatever i forget where this was going.