Yes, I am unfortunately still alive
I never realized how daunting it is to find a job. I usually have no problem with it, but I guess since all I need is a second job, one won't just come to me. I applied for the sales associate position Dillards has open in their lingerie department and now I have to schedule a time to get down there and fill out the little online thingy-ma-bob.
The new car is working out fine for the most part. The financial side is a little bit insane though. I knew what I was going to be taking on, but you never really how horrendous things will be until they happen. The scary thing is it's only going to get worse. I still have to buy insurance for it. My mom is paying for this month, but that's it. I am so scared that I am going to have to starve myself for the next 2 months until I get my laptop paid off.
Blargh.
So here is how my finances will pan out after I get my own insurance:
1150
- 325 - rent
---------
825
- 180 - car
----------
645
- 100 - insurance
----------
545
- 200 - laptop
----------
345
- 50 - cell
----------
295
- 200 - Anthony
----------
95
So, I am left with about a hundred bucks a month to live off of. Can you say "Fuck!" boy and girls? I knew that you could. :P That adds up to $15 a week for food and the rest for gas. Man, I cannot wait until my laptop os paid off...or until I get a second job.
I had a crazy dream about Anthony this morning. It really made me reassess my feelings and think about how much things have changed over the last year. *sigh* I don't know anything anymore I guess.
The new car is working out fine for the most part. The financial side is a little bit insane though. I knew what I was going to be taking on, but you never really how horrendous things will be until they happen. The scary thing is it's only going to get worse. I still have to buy insurance for it. My mom is paying for this month, but that's it. I am so scared that I am going to have to starve myself for the next 2 months until I get my laptop paid off.
Blargh.
So here is how my finances will pan out after I get my own insurance:
1150
- 325 - rent
---------
825
- 180 - car
----------
645
- 100 - insurance
----------
545
- 200 - laptop
----------
345
- 50 - cell
----------
295
- 200 - Anthony
----------
95
So, I am left with about a hundred bucks a month to live off of. Can you say "Fuck!" boy and girls? I knew that you could. :P That adds up to $15 a week for food and the rest for gas. Man, I cannot wait until my laptop os paid off...or until I get a second job.
I had a crazy dream about Anthony this morning. It really made me reassess my feelings and think about how much things have changed over the last year. *sigh* I don't know anything anymore I guess.