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YEAH SCHOOLS OUT!!!
OK...I lie...rather, it's the end of the deadly assault of the essays and assigments...
So I have time to relax and reflect on life. It's funny how I'm breaking my ass to make money for school, just to be stressed out by school. In a sense, I'm paying to be stressed out :@...ahahah, but it's all good.
So anywho, other than school, I've been working towards bettering myself in the gym. Just because with goals, I think I'll be able to be more productive. What else is there....hmmm....I've been cheerleading hard...and...reading quite a bit...I think that's it...hmmm, not much is up at all really, lol
What's been on my mind lately...I think I'm just focused on what I'm supposed to be doing with my life, in the future, and in the present. I mean, it's just not enough to be going to school and then going to work in the workforce...obviously there needs to be something more. Everyone looks for that something that's missing, and I feel that somethings missing, but I don't know what...
It's somewhat frustrating, just because, I can't think of it...lol...and really, it's not something you can think about, it's something that you just have to find...BUT I WANT TO FIND IT NOW! ahahahaha... so impatient...
so until I find that thing, I will be frustrated...which is frustrating enough...yeesh...what a pointless cycle...
I've been reading this book, "The Kite Runner"...a story about a boy who betrays his best friend...it's a real good book. I don't want to ruin the book for anyone (not like many people will read it...but whatever) but the main premise of the book is righting old wrongs...which I think is an important message in todays world...I mean, we do a lot of things in this world, and just turn our backs and walk away, regreting them, but doing nothing to atone for them. There are many things in the past that I kinda regret doing, is now the time to atone for them?? and how?
Interesting read
This post was all over the place...just because that's how my mind is right now...@_@
Regards!
Adam
OK...I lie...rather, it's the end of the deadly assault of the essays and assigments...
So I have time to relax and reflect on life. It's funny how I'm breaking my ass to make money for school, just to be stressed out by school. In a sense, I'm paying to be stressed out :@...ahahah, but it's all good.
So anywho, other than school, I've been working towards bettering myself in the gym. Just because with goals, I think I'll be able to be more productive. What else is there....hmmm....I've been cheerleading hard...and...reading quite a bit...I think that's it...hmmm, not much is up at all really, lol
What's been on my mind lately...I think I'm just focused on what I'm supposed to be doing with my life, in the future, and in the present. I mean, it's just not enough to be going to school and then going to work in the workforce...obviously there needs to be something more. Everyone looks for that something that's missing, and I feel that somethings missing, but I don't know what...
It's somewhat frustrating, just because, I can't think of it...lol...and really, it's not something you can think about, it's something that you just have to find...BUT I WANT TO FIND IT NOW! ahahahaha... so impatient...
so until I find that thing, I will be frustrated...which is frustrating enough...yeesh...what a pointless cycle...
I've been reading this book, "The Kite Runner"...a story about a boy who betrays his best friend...it's a real good book. I don't want to ruin the book for anyone (not like many people will read it...but whatever) but the main premise of the book is righting old wrongs...which I think is an important message in todays world...I mean, we do a lot of things in this world, and just turn our backs and walk away, regreting them, but doing nothing to atone for them. There are many things in the past that I kinda regret doing, is now the time to atone for them?? and how?
Interesting read
This post was all over the place...just because that's how my mind is right now...@_@
Regards!
Adam