As of late...

[admyr_777]

Things have not been going so well. Things have been too mundane for me. I've fallen into a pattern of going to work, and then afterwards either party or play videogames. The problem I think I see is that when I go out and do these things I don't achieve all that I want . It has come to the point where I am beginning to lose my inspiration and

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[admyr_777]

The thing is I already have goals. The two on the top list is 1) Definitely getting a better paying, more permanent job, and 2) Fulfilling some personal satisfaction that has been deprived in my life. The first one eventually leads to getting my own place, own car, all the other little perks. The problem is actually getting the job. There is only so much I can actually do to impress others to offer me a job, and I am stuck in a situation where if I don't pay my loans I end up causing trouble for my family.

Also, right now I just don't have the patience or tolerance to go back to grad school at the moment. I honestly can say if I go back now I'd probably "wing-it" because I just don't feel ready to go back.

All I can say is that right now I need that lucky break for a new job. I honestly either need a lucky break online, or an actual referral. Hell I'm even tempted to ask you again if they have any openings at your place again.

Yes, I am in a job I like, but it's not beneficial for me in the long run.

Thanks for looking out though.

[yoshikochan]

:'< Anytime ask away! But no, the City is still broke, still in a hiring freeze. ;__; It's not that there isn't work, there just isn't money to pay for it. .__. But I mean, they can't keep this up forever...eventually they'll have to hire new people... right? D:

[admyr_777]

Yeah, I don't think they'll be hiring until the Ebay CEO becomes governess, and they legalize weed in order to tax it up the wazoo and pull the state out of the recession debt.

Right now, my circumstances aren't making me feel well, and right now I just want a reason to be happy and feel good. Unfortunately, I cannot make the best of my current situation because no matter how much I try I just can't move forward. People aren't giving me a chance.

UGH!! SO FRUSTRATED!!