don't think twice

[admission]

I thought I loved a boy. turns out I was something for him to show off and control. I am done with that. also, I am much too awesome to be that.

I work at American Apparel and try and not to wear pants to work.. because I can.
I found a boy who I think is cute. we have a date arranged for about three weeks from today. which I think it totally adorable.

I am not going to dwell that James is a moron. I am going to continue thinking that my life is awesome. not in a terrible way, just in the way that I am not miserable because of one guy who hurts me.

I like Bob Dylan a lot. I didn't know I did.

umm, Battlestar Galactica continues to change my life for the better. I am already revising my original master's thesis. I have a more nuanced view. I love myth.

I am becoming more and more vegetarian. too bad I love really good steak.
I move into a "trendy" apartment soon. and I will be a full time employee at a "trendy" clothing store when I get back from Alaska. I don't know what is going on, but I am embracing it for the time being.

I think going to therapy was the best thing I ever did for myself.