all you need to say to me
today is my first day of classes for this year.
my new room now looks more like my own room. not my sister's old room. my house feels like my new place with an amazing energy.
so far I think this is off to a good start.
I am actively making myself someone I desperately want to be around. it's coming much more easily than I could have ever thought. the cool headbands and good music seem to contribute. also being happy and smiling more seem to ease self-directed disdain.
I tend to giggle at everything now. especially when I'm alone.
my new room now looks more like my own room. not my sister's old room. my house feels like my new place with an amazing energy.
so far I think this is off to a good start.
I am actively making myself someone I desperately want to be around. it's coming much more easily than I could have ever thought. the cool headbands and good music seem to contribute. also being happy and smiling more seem to ease self-directed disdain.
I tend to giggle at everything now. especially when I'm alone.