we woke at dawn
There is a blizzard warning tonight. I think that's pretty cool. I mean, a real life blizzard, crazy winds insane amounts of snow, white outs and the like. That's the way snow isn't a fucking pansy. way to go snow.
the darkness is insane. it gets light at about 10 to 11 and then gets dark around 3. nuts.
All I've really done here is unpacked my parent's house and shopped. I got a ton of stuff I really don't need. like an awesome shiny gym bag and black mono chucks. let's be honest, I neeeed the chucks, but you get the idea. fuck, they're hot.
I got snow pants today so I think we're going to go snow boarding. I'm totally stoked.
I've started dreading going back to Calgary already. I can see it being horribly depressing and lonely. although I miss Sarah and Suz like crazy. I just know there are a lot of problems I've ignored waiting for me there. nothing will have changed even though I want it to and on some fucked up Taryn level I think it will have. I'll just be let down.
I think I've accepted my birthday. I know I'll be old. But there are some things I can be proud of that is directly connected to me being twenty. one of which is: way to go me, no teenage pregnancy!! haha. seriously. I'm oddly proud of that.
I need a hair cut.
the darkness is insane. it gets light at about 10 to 11 and then gets dark around 3. nuts.
All I've really done here is unpacked my parent's house and shopped. I got a ton of stuff I really don't need. like an awesome shiny gym bag and black mono chucks. let's be honest, I neeeed the chucks, but you get the idea. fuck, they're hot.
I got snow pants today so I think we're going to go snow boarding. I'm totally stoked.
I've started dreading going back to Calgary already. I can see it being horribly depressing and lonely. although I miss Sarah and Suz like crazy. I just know there are a lot of problems I've ignored waiting for me there. nothing will have changed even though I want it to and on some fucked up Taryn level I think it will have. I'll just be let down.
I think I've accepted my birthday. I know I'll be old. But there are some things I can be proud of that is directly connected to me being twenty. one of which is: way to go me, no teenage pregnancy!! haha. seriously. I'm oddly proud of that.
I need a hair cut.