Aug 02, 2004 22:06
Daryl really taught me a lot at world changers and I didn't really realize it until I got home and started applying it to my life. One thing he taught me is like, when you're overthinking about something (say a crush on a guy or girl) and you're just wondering if it's right, wondering if God is going to bring the two of you together, wondering if you should like them or whatever, that you should stop worrying so much about doing the right thing and feeling the right things, and just give it to God and STOP overthinking about it, because in order to actually do what is right in the situation, you have to let God take control and work on your character and who you are, and in the longrun get your feelings and mind where He wants them to be, by Him teaching you things and stuff, instead of you just trying to figure it out all on your own.
So, with any little or big crush that comes my way from now on, that's what I'm going to try to do. We'll see how that works out. =P
Today...it was really hot. About 98 degrees outside but with the heat index it was about 108-110. And there was a warning about the ozone layer and stuff and they had to advise everyone not to go outside. Fun times, eh? I really wanna paint my bedroom furniture but the only place to basically is outside, and so...it's not looking good. I don't know if I'll get it done before my party next week. =/ Oh well.
I think that we might be getting Pappasito's for my party next week! YAY. That would be freaking awesome and yummy. I'm inviting like 35-40 people and I hope at least most of them can come, but I hope my closest friends can come for sure, because it's an important birthday and I want them there. =)
I am worn out physically. I think the heat and stuff is screwing my asthma and allergies up because they've been bothering me for like a week. It's frustrating, but that's life.